ENHYPEN || IMAGINES

Sunoo || Sacrifice (Angst)

Y/n Pov:

Me and Sunoo been friends, classmate and neighborhood for like? Since born? Yeah... Many people around us think we're Soul mates.

But we're just friends... And for me? He wouldn't even like me back though. It's fine. I'm used to it.

"Y/n! your spacing out?" He noticed my facial expressions and I look at him with my smiling face on it. He tilted his head off and we both stop walking.

"I'm fine Sunoo? Let's just go to school or we will be late" I said and cling onto his shoulder and walk back again. He didn't answer to me and he was nodding as we got in to our school.

We do our thing as we always do, Studying, Eating lunch together, Hanging out with some other friends and... That's all.

I know Sunoo had this sickness in him since he was born. And to be honest? I've always keep on eye on him. Sometimes he wants to join in a dance group? He suddenly fainted in front of the audience as, we bring him to the hospital as soon as possible.

But now? He got interested in joining us a K-pop idol and I'm not agree with him? What happened to him? If he got sick again? And depressed until the end? I'm not letting that happen to him.

His life is on the end of the line... I'm not ready to loose him. I didn't even tell him, what I felt for him through years.

But there's something in me that I'm always defeated by him...

"Y/n I was kinda thinking about? Being a Idol? Will you support me? If I was in the stage?" He said with his puffy eyes and I was back away with a tinted blush on my cheek.

"Y-yeah? I-ill support you whenever you needed me" I said to him with a smile and concern... I can't say no to him. Even though I would regret it later to say that.

Week's past by, as it was Sunday afternoon and I heard a large footsteps coming to my room and I know-

"Y/n! I got in! I got in to BigHit!" He said and jumping all over my room as, I jump off my bed as I ran over and hug him.

"I'm proud of you! Sunoo! Congrats 😁" I implied as we both look each other's eye as I realized, I was still hugging him while he's expression looks different than before?

"you know? While I was auditioning in there? Singing and Dancing? My only inspiration is you... Because you're always there for me, Y/n..." He said as he lean down his forehead against mine as, my face is burning up as I can't handle this situation anymore 😳😵

Three days past...

(A/n: okay... Don't be mad at me in this situation guy's... This is only a fanfic)

I'm about to meet up with Sunoo in the park as he told me to? I don't know why? But he was in a rush?

I was calling him all over but he didn't answer... It took 3 hour's to wait here in the restaurant. The waiter asked me to leave as I apologize quickly, even though I buy some food here. Simp.

I went home and he still didn't answer my calls? What on earth happened to him? - "Y/n? Where we're you!? Goodness!? I-i thought you got hit!?" Mom suddenly cried out and saying stuff about got hit?

"Are you with Sunoo?" Dad replied as I shaked my head off.

"N-no? W-what happen to Sunoo? Eomma? Appa? where is he?" I said while backing away from them...

As I realized the situation and there pointing at.

"D-dont tell me!? P-please don't!? Please!! Where's Sunoo!?" I grab my mom's hands and begging to see him.

They brought me to the hospital as I was shaking in fear to see him confine in the bed unconscious... I kneeled down as I was scared that? This is the end of our friendship...

"Sunoo" I mumbled as I hid my face on my knees and I didn't even by his side that damn day!? I felt it's my fault...

Our both family talk that they need a heart transplant, because he had a failure heart. If they didn't do anything else? He would die immediately.

I was thinking that, I should have up mine too him.

I stood up and talk personal to them. And think about it. I'm sorry...

Sunoo's Pov:

1 year and 1 month later...

Ever since I got out from the hospital, I've never saw Y/n again? Maybe she hated me because I made her wait till day. And it's my fault to do that...

I was about to confess her what I feel, about her... But it didn't... Y/n parents had been avoiding me for year's until now. I wanted to apologize what I did. But it didn't work out as I thought.

Right now, I was finally Debut and I kindly wanted to see her, that I'm up stage singing and dancing. Just now, I want to see her again...

After that, the management and staff let us go home from our family's as I can't believe to see my family again, Y/n house look's like a haunted house now? What happened? Ever since I left here? It was fine.

My parents throw me a party as little bit enjoy it with there love and support. I couldn't help myself that... I should go and find out why?

I left the house as I was in front of her house dusty and scary... I hover around the hence and notice a lot of trash that didn't clean up?

I knock the door and it was open? I went inside and it's still the same. The furniture, the design? Everything else. But no one is living here anymore. I cover my mouth and noise how dusty in here. I walk upstairs just to see Y/n room, it was open as I came inside the room.

Her room, It was cover in plastic wrap around the bed, her closet, her desk and everything else? I took some of old pictures and stationary books that was important to her. Even her? Weird envelope piled up, I just took it and went home to read it on my room.

The party was done and it was midnight, I look up our pictures together since childhood and until the last time I'm with her.

I open her diary and read it one by one, yeah I know it's privacy? But she trusted me with her stuff when she was gone.

After that, I piece of paper was fall off, as I took it. I read and gave me a heart attack.

Dear Sunoo~

I know sometimes your a noisy person, innocent, kind and great fried of mine, throughout of our years together.

We've spent some much more than anything else?

But, I felt burden to me that? You are sick and it make think? Losing you... Because your the only one that I have and understand me. Even though you know, I'm always putting mask on my depression... Even you...

I was so proud and happy that you got in your auditon! Really I was happy for you, but I'm still worried that condition became your nightmare...

Sunoo... If your reading is? I hope your happy even though I'm not your side... But always remember? I'm always in your heart...

There's so much that I wanted to tell you, before I left... But we both don't have time... Sunoo... I've always like you. Be healthy and live your life...

Good bye and thank you for making my life better...

-Love Y/n...

I cried as I can't believe that!? she was dead and sacrifice her life to me.

I felt stupid and don't want this to happen... Y/n gave me a another chance to live, even though I'm the one who's always burden her... I-i wanted her to come back!?

I run out from my house and asked all the neighborhood where is her parents, they said they went to there old town. As I was late, from everything else...

I wish I can come back in time and didn't get hit by that car!? It's my fault she's gone... Y/n...

The End.