With my mind of constant worry and concern of your whereabouts , I can't help but hope and wish and perhaps also pray that you're well , wherever it is that you are .
I've heard a great deal of your whereabouts from a lot of petals walking by , but I've chosen not to listen to them and instead believe that you're home busy with something. Please don't prove me wrong .
If only I could catch a glimpse of that addictive smile that's become a drug to my being , perhaps only then will I actually feel at ease .
I'm worried as I have no clue whatsoever where on God's Green Earth could your Lovely self be located .
I see you pass by , right up my street as you hold her hands while caressing them gently . I get you have no idea that you're walking up my street since you've never once enquired about where I lodge . My heart lurches out of its socket , pounding against my sternum .
You said you were busy and that we simply could meet up some other time but , actions speak louder than words .
As I glanced up to your guilty laced dark brown orbs , I'm at an internal battle with my mind and heart . Your eyes say it all ...
I catch a slight sense of guilt in them but most importantly I see the way you look at me and the way you look at the one occupying my space .
I finally realise that what you had for me was always infatuation but what you have for her is something deeper and as I walk away with angry tears , I blame myself for Falling openly for you when I should have held myself back .
I'm hurt but my concern is , don't break yet another girls heart for you wouldn't approve if tables were turned and your lil precious teenage girl had to go through this , few years from now .
Hbsos~
YOU ARE READING
"A WALK THROUGH LIFE'S JOURNEY"
Poetry♡♡What happens when reality suddenly dawns upon you and you realise that all your life , you've been living yet not exactly living for you weren't aware of the things around you ? Sort of a poems although I prefer referring to them as the "Extracts...
