Wake Me Up

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There's a difference between being able to imagine something, wishing for something and being able to see something.

I can imagine the president being a bunny, but that doesn't mean it will happen.

I wish that I'll grow old with people I love, but that doesn't mean it will happen.

But I can see myself sneaking out in the middle of the night and leaving a note for the last time.

I can see myself jumping out my window and crying as I run down the hill.

I can see myself finding a bridge, filling my bag with the heaviest things I can find and jumping into the water. Giving myself one last chance to change my mind.

I can see myself finding a high place and free falling. Flying. It's all I've ever wanted. I've always been afraid of heights, how ironic.

That doesn't mean it will happen either, but right now, it seems more likely,

Much more likely than ever feeling

R. I. G. H. T.

Again