Im Home!

Chapter 2: i don't want to talk about it.

Here i am.

Here I am, in my childhood home for the first time in six years. Hugging my dad.

I knew the pack was staring with shocked, wide eyes but I didn't care. I was here now. I was here now with my family.

My father let go and I did the same. I had tears in my eyes and so did my dad.

"STILES!" Lydia said jumping on me giving me a hug, and I catched her to the packs Suprise. She buries her head in my neck while crying while I shushed her.

Eventually she let go and stared at me before giving me a hard slap on the side of my cheek. I mean I'm not surprised. I was gone for a long time without saying anything but anyway, they kicked me out, called me weak, useless and fragile. I can never forgive them for that. I wonder how they've been without me and what's been going on in beacon hills lately. I look up agian after she slapped me.

"Where the hell were you" she shouted in my face.

"Could we just go inside?" I say nervous, still tears in my eyes.

They all nodded and we went inside. We stepped into the living room. I sat down at the couch while they sat on the other side looking curious. I tear up again by just seeing them and I see Scott opening his arms motioning for me to hug him and I get up and hug him.

I hug him as hard as I can. I hug the life out of him while sobbing and he did the same. I grasped at his shirt. I really missed Scott. I still love him. But not like that anymore. I think. I was married, but now he is dead so mabye, just mabye I'll be with Scott in the future. Not now. Never now. It doesn't feel right to move on so quick, but I know Leo would've wanted me to move on. And I will. For Leo. "I missed you Scotty" I whisper while hugging him.

"Missed you to Sti" he says back in a whisper and he pulls back. His face all red and puffy from crying. Pretty sure mine looks the same. We both dry our tears and sit back down.

"Mabye we should take this tomorrow?" My dad suggest.

"I have to do it now." Say, sitting down at the couch.

I take a deep breath before I start talking.

"I started the army." I say sternly, in a hard voice.

"And I came home since I got injured." I say and they all look at me with a look but I can't tell which.

"Are you ok?" Melissa asks me in a motherly voice.

"Yeah, well I will be but I just got shot in my shoulder, nothing big." I say and their eyes widen.

"Nothing big?!" My dad almost yells and I flinch.

After the war I've been on edge with every loud voices and sounds. I don't know why but I just do. Unfortunately they all noticed my flinching and stared at my wierdly.

Out of nowhere I started to feel angry. I think it is because of the pack. How dare they even be here? They kicked me out for being useless. The only ones who really deserves the truth is my dad, Melissa and Scott. The others kicked me out. They kicked me out without a doubt and broke me.

"Could we just not do this now? I just wanted to tell you guys where I've been these last years, and by the way. The only ones who really deserve the truth here is my dad, Melissa and Scott. They didn't kick me out. They didn't kick me out for being useless, weak and fragile. Well guess what? I'm not fragile anymore! You happy now? Never mind I'll just go to bed. I'm ok with Scott and Melissa staying if they do.  The others better not be here in the morning" I say as I move upstairs to my room.

The last thing I heard before closing mys bedroom door was my dad saying. "I'll suggest you leave."dad says to the pack.

I hear the front door open and then closing agian and then I hear cars going out of the driveway, left just four cars.

My dad's cruiser, my new car (which also is a Jeep), Scott's Car and Melissas SUV.

I sigh and throw myself on my bed. I put my hands over my face and dry my tears. I get up and walk into the kitchen where my dad, Scott and Melissa are. When I walk into the kitchen they stare at me in silence until I break the silence. "So uhm I'm just going to get my bags..." say pointing my thumb towards the door, and they all nod at me and I walk out of the kitchen.

I walk outside and take a deep breath of air and then walks towards my car. I open the backseat door and take out my bags and put them on the ground and take a look on Leo's ashes, tracing my fingers along it. I smile to myself and let a tear slip and frustratedly dry it away.

I'm so done with crying! So sick of crying all the time!

I can't take the ashes inside. Since the other will ask questions. So I just leave it in the car. I close the Jeep door and take the keys out of the drivers seat and walk back inside.

I walk upstairs with my bags and start unpacking. Not that it is much to unpack. I'm in the middle of putting the picture of me and Leo's friends back in the military. Their names are Bella, Luca, Willy and Maria. We all are sitting around a fire making s'mores, laughing and me and Leo are of course kissing, when I suddenly hear knockin on my door.

I turn around and I'm met with my dad. I give him a smile and he returns a smile.

"You ok?" He asks me.

"I will be." Say with a Smile.

"Well ok but you know we have to talk about this tomorrow but I understand if you don't want to talk much son." He tells me putting an arm on my shoulder, and I nod to him.

He takes in my Look and smile at me.

"When did my little Stiles grow up?" He asks in a loud whisper.

"I wasn't that little dad" I say chuckeling.

"Doesn't matter" he says while giving me a smile.

"Anyways, Melissa and Scott spends the night ok?" My asks me.

"Yeah, yeah of course!" I say with a real wide smile. I'm really happy they stayed. I really missed them all. And the deserve to know the truth.

"Ok then. See you tomorrow?" He asks me from my doorway.

"Tomorrow." I say assuringly.

"Ok then. Goodnight, love you!" He says.

"Goodnight! Love you too dad." Say with a wide smile that he returns and he leaves the room. When he leaves I sigh to myself and I change into an loose Star Wars shirt.

I throw myself on the bed and rub my hand through my hair before turning around pulling the sheets over me before I fall asleep into a dreamless sleep, or so I tought.

- so that was ch 2!! Thank you for reading and I will update as much I can! Love you all! <33

BYEE!<3

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