""I'm depressed"I said lowly as he looked down at me "I promise I make all that sad shit go away mamas" he kissed my forehead
"I promise"
🦋🦋🦋.
"Boy leave me alone" asya spoke as toosi kept calling...
"Sam get up" my brother artist shook me over and over "I'm up lilhot" I spoke in a low tone sad already .
"ok" he walked out , since I had work today I jus threw on a simple white striped outfit "el could you take my picture" I asked my lil sister
"Yeah come on" she said getting up , we went outside , I fake smiled as she took the pic and I smiled thanking her before she went in the house
I got in the car and took a selfie which I decided to post instead of the picture she took of me .
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let me introduce myself , I'm samaria marie (Willis) but we took our last name off . I only have my bestfriends and siblings
my parents left when I was 5 my sister was 3 and my brother was 8 , yep were all 3 years apart . my brother artist know as lil_hot was our guardian
I work at chase bank and I've been battling with depression for almost 4 years ,when I was 16 I was raped and ever since then i've been depressed
"hi ms.marie" my coworker clarice greeted as I clocked in "hi clarice and you can call me sam" I told her as she smiled nodding
"Hi my name is Samaria what can I do for you today" I asked the man I front of my desk "I'd like to open a savings account" he told me
"Ok how much are you putting in there" I asked again "4.1m" he spoke lowly "umm you can only make small transactions more so about 2k" I say
* I don't what I'm talking about 💀*
"Ok well put 2k and I'll come in everyday and add more , or maybe just to come see you" he smirks flirting "nice try" I straight faced him
I wasn't ready for a relationship, even tho I've only been in one my sister who is 16 has and from her and her bf conversations there not the best things for me
"Account name ?" I questioned while typing on my computer "toosi" he spoke making me type it in "ok the account is all set" I rolled my eyes at him
"your account info will be emailed to you so you can check it anytime or add money yourself" I told him as he nodded handing me a piece of paper
"call me" he winked walking out "lol" I laughed putting the paper in my garbage closing my accounts tab out .
| clocking out |
"once upon a time you were my everything it's clear to see that time hasn't changed a thing" I sung while driving home
"It's buried deep inside me but I feel there's something you should know I will never forget you you always be by my side" I hit the high note
" from the day that I met you I knew that I would love you til the day I die" I pulled up in front of the house getting out
"hi y'all" I spoke to my siblings and their friends also noticing the boy from my job "I'm going to my room" I told them
As soon as I got there I began to cry , just full blow balling "let everything go" the voice in the back of my head said
"I'm so hurt bruh god help me" I lowly screamed so they wouldn't hear me "I just need one chance to be happy please" I begged when sb knocked
I quickly got up wiping my eyes checking to make sure I look decent before answering the door, "what you want" I asked a boy from my job
"Samaria right" he said making me nod "what you want boy" "let me see yo phone" he said coming in my room
"No" I grabbed it off the bed as it I am mediately unlocked with my face since I had 11 , He grabbed it out of my hand going to contacts
"Wyd" I asked confused "nun move" he turned so I couldn't see "here" he gave it to me and I noticed he added his contact in my phone
"Boy you not nobody daddy" I smacked my teeth noticing he put *bigdaddy t 🥵* and I changed it to *toosi 🦋*
"Get out now" I said as he smiled "no" he spoke "yes" I pushed him out locking my door , I went to my bathroom getting in the shower
35 mins later I got out and put on my clothes after I got dressed I took a pic for Instagram and posted it before heading to bed .
*that's a bra*
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"god I pray that you help me and lead me through all the obstacles that come my way I just want to say thank you for waking me up every day and excuse me for all my sins amen" I prayed
I turned on my nightlight and slowly drifted off to sleep .
