I want to be skinny.

Lina

What I remember from yesterday was me spending my last day of summer watching Netflix with my older brother Jake. My sister Alex had already fell asleep in her room. This summer was good I had fun with my family, the only part of the summer I didn't enjoy was when we had to eat, yeah I'm not sure if I should start eating now. I have big thighs and a chubby face well that's what Amy keeps telling me every time at school, I don't like Amy she keeps on saying all these bad things to me. I'm not the perfect daughter in the family, my parents favour and support Alex more than me because she's skinny am I'm not. I would like to have a body like hers oneday.

"Lina! Lina! Wake up your gonna be late for school. " My mother says while shaking me side to side. " Okay Fine!Mom I'm awake.... I'm up. " I say as I remove the sheets of me and hop out of bed, I felt really cold so I make my way to the bathroom to take a hot shower and get myself ready for school. Once I finished getting myself ready I hear a knock on my door "Come in!" I say loud enough for the person whom is about to enter my bedroom. "Good morning Linn! " Alex greets me as she makes her way in my room. "How are yah? Are you going to school looking like that?The temperature is hot not cold" She tells me.

I liked what she was wearing but the type of clothes she wears are not for me...they show skin and I didn't want people to see how fat I am. "I'm good thanks and yeah I'm going to school looking like this " I say to her. "Okay then"she says while rolling her eyes "Anyway mom is calling you down stairs in the kitchen ,your gonna be late, mom made breakfast. " I froze when she told me that, Seriously? Breakfast I can't be eating that I really can't.

"Alex!Lina! Breakfast ! Both of you come down here now!" Dad yelled from downstairs. "Coming!" Me and Alex both yelled at the same time. I couldn't help but think of the amount of calories and fat I'm about to eat. I need to find a way to skip breakfast. I make my way to the kitchen, once I do I spot everyone sitted by the dinner table ready to eat. I sit next to Jake as he gives me a warm smile. Jake is my older brother, he cares about me and wouldn't let anyone hurt me.

Mom places pancakes infront of me. Everyone began eating while I just sat there and looked down at my plate. "Lina are you gonna eat that? " Jake asked me."I -I'm not hungry. " I said looking down at the table playing with my fingers. I could feel eyes burning holes through me. "Why not? You haven't been eating ever since the beginning of summer." My mother said, I looked up to her, she looked worried... they all did. "I'll eat lunch at school I'm really not that hungry."I lie.

"Okay, can you at least eat an apple or something before you leave." My father says. I can't believe this, can't they see how fat I am!

They are the ones who would tell me I eat too much and they always compare me to my sister, so now they are encouraging me to eat, I don't understand these people.

"No!" I snap. "I'll just have water!" All their eyes widen, they are shocked by the way I responded because I'm usually quiet and kind but then now.... I just couldn't take it anymore but I feel bad for being rude. "Sorry." I say as I walk over to the fridge and grab 2 bottles of water.

I walked to the bus stop waiting for the school bus. "Lina. Are you okay?" Jake askes looking worried and concerned while walking towards me. "Yeah I'm alright." I say faking a smile. "You want a ride? You don't have to use the school bus, I can take you school with my car." he asks me, I didn't want to make him feel sad or anything so I agree."Yes, thank you." I said to him. He chuckles "Come on then." he says as we walk to his car.

Hey guys! I finally wrote my first part. I don't know if it's short or not, this is my first time writing .
Thanks to those who read it and liked it😅

I'll be busy writing my second part now but I don't know when I'll publish it 😬sorry but I'm still working on it
Thank you all! Bye❤😻