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❝E. JAHAD❞ ➢ Aitakute

❝E. JAHAD❞ ➢ Aitakute
ㅤ↳ Endorsi × GN! Reader

Written by Diana (d1ana-m0nd)

➢ Angst && Not Proofread , Scenario && Word Count 748

➢ One of Jahad's trusted servants serves one of his princesses. Unbeknownst to the princess, along the way of their shared hardships, her servant's admiration for her bloomed into something deeper.

Ever since the King of the tower handed you down to Princess Endorsi, you have been following her everywhere ever since. As you both strive your best to be on top. You gradually became familiar with her habits and thoughts like: how she always worries about her weight and appearance, how she makes sure no one else is around when she sings to her heart's content, and lastly, how she always acts based on her impulse whenever it comes to battle.

However, lately, there are things you have been wanting to tell her, things that are stuck deep inside your heart. You know that if you don't start moving, your distance with her stays apart. Though, you know ‌you can't get closer because she's a Jahad princess and you are just a servant. Even if you had a chance, how would you know she would love you back?

Yet again, a weak mind and strong pride disturb you again, but no matter how much pride and fear you hold for your own feelings. Your heart longed for her. In every waking moment, whether it's in the battlefield, your heart will always scream "I wanna see Endorsi! I want to meet Endorsi!" as though she's the only oxygen you will ever need.

Your feelings overflow whenever you see a glimpse of her smile, probably crossing the limit to the point you can't hide your love for her. The world - whenever you are with the princess - is covered with love and you want to admit that to her but, you know your feelings will only hinder her as you climb together so you choose to keep it to yourself and never utter a word about your love for her.

One day, in a test, you lost Endorsi during the battle. Most likely because of her impulsiveness yet again. As always, your heart screamed "I wanna see you, but I can't see you!"; Thus leading missing feelings to keep piling up. Despite not having a single clue ‌where your princess was, you kept following the path of what you believe will lead you to her. Besides, the only thing you knew is that you had to keep on moving or else you would lose your purpose in this world.

Although your mind was clouded with worry, you kept yourself grounded as you fought off many enemies as you could. Your goal was clear, which is to see her; because no matter how many times or how many dozen times you looked into her eyes, you will never get tired of them. Those orange orbs that she is the beholder of are the only thing that gives away her true feelings and her very attention to you is what makes you feel important. Wherever Endorsi was, you always want to be by her side. Being to fight alongside her is enough to satiate your longing for her. Plus, the mere action of being able to look into her eyes was fulfilling itself, because the sensation of your heartbeat speeding up reminds you of how alive you were in her presence.

As you ran along the battlefield, you felt it, you felt your heart scream, "I wanna see you, I wanna meet you!". Although you knew there was no absolute value to these overflowing feelings of yours, it was impossible to stop them from bouncing out of your chest. As you look for your princess deeper into the battlefield, that's when you hear a familiar laugh.

You averted your attention towards where the laugh was coming from and was met with the princess you held dearly to your heart. At the moment, laughing out loud crumpled her face. Although she looked like she was enjoying herself, she was lonely, a little lonely lady in this tower. No matter how much love, attention, and praise she received, she was never satisfied. You were the only one who always witnessed this side of her's. Sadly, you never knew what to say to her whenever she needed your shoulder to lean on, because your feelings always overcome you.

As you stood there, below her glory, you just reveled in it; Silently glad that she was unharmed without your supervision. Though your feelings from before returned, though you have decided with your whole life you would never speak of them and just stick to following her path till the end of time. Even if your missing feelings become bulky, seeing her was enough for your unrequited love.