Arranged Marriage with a Japanese Boy✅✔️

I will find them

Y/N P.O.V
The guys are still here and I don't feel well,my head is hurting,my stomach is hurting,my legs hurt,everything,everything hurts.
Y/N:If you guys are tired,feel free to sleep in any room"
I said in a dead voice.
Chenle:Noona are you okay?"
Jaemin:Yeah you don't look so great"
Y/N:I'm ok,don't worry"
I said while forcing a smile.I then forced myself to get up and walk the stairs.
Y/N:Again like I said,feel free to use any room" 
I then walked up the stairs and into my parents room.I locked the door once I got in.

Everything looks exactly the way they left it.I slowly made my way to thier bed and with my right hand,I traced where my mom use to sleep.Even tho she treated me badly after my brothers ran away,I still loved her dearly cause in the end she is the reason I'm alive.If you think I'm crying about my dad,then don't think that.I would never waste a single tear on him,he was only with her for the money.I'd be lying if I said my mom knew he didn't love her,cause even my mom knew he didn't.Mom once caught him making out with the lady that works at the thrift store right down the block,but she kept quite and never confronted him about it.Im not gonna lie,my dad was very good looking and that's the reason she fell for him,cause his looks and he "fell for her" for the money.I kept crying while laying on my mom's side.After what felt like eternity,I got up and started wondering their room.There was nothing interesting so I just walked towards their balcony and chilled their.A couple minutes later I got hungry again so I was gonna head out when I see something shinee coming from underneath the bed,my eyebrows crashed together.What could possibly be in that box? I then ran to underneath their bed and grabbed the box.On top,with black words it read,"memories"

I was really curious as to what was inside so I unhooked the yellow thing and it opened.I again have another break down,looking at what's inside.It's pictures of Doyoung,Jungwoo,and I when we were children.Then there were some letters my mom wrote,I took one and started reading it.

W-what? She thinks they left cause of me?! I then grab another one and start reading it.

I cried while whispering the words.
"I will find them"
Over and over again.
~Time skip,next day~
Today,is the day! I get married today! I did forgive Yuta in the end cause I know he would never cheat on me,especially with Rose.Here I am in the room where the bride's get ready before walking down the aisle.Jisoo is my hair stylist,Jennie and Rose are doing my makeup,and Lisa,she's the photographer.Theirs a  lot of people according to Lucas's mouth,he comes in every 3 minutes to "check up" on us without knocking,but I think Yuta sends him,Lmao I really don't know.
Jisoo:Your hair is done!"
As I was gonna thank her their was a knock at the door,we weren't expecting any guest to come here so we looked at each other confused then Jennie opened the door.