Y/n, a girl who has anthrophobia ( fear of people),
all starts changing when, meets her new roommate,
jeon jungkook who has hemophilia ( a disorder in which a person's blood is not able to clot normally ).
Both of them have dark pasts. How will the...
I slammed the kitchen door and slid down to the floor. I was completely breaking down. There was no one in the kitchen.
Jin kept knocking on the door but only one thing was going inside my mind.
Was that boy my bun whom I loved so much not as a best friend but as a boy?
But damn my life..... I left him when I wanted him the most. My heart is completely shattered just like glass.
Soon tears came into my eyes and everything started getting blurry. I started crying and my sobs only got louder with tears falling like the river. I really am a weak person who cannot do anything except giving pain to those around me.
Fuck my life!!!!! I had to leave him because I had to survive. How selfish am I?!!! God, please tell me what to do. I-I ... Am-m .. s-so s-sorry ...... B-bun
. I am not even sure about it but I missed him a lot today and bumping into that boy did not help it.
Something inside of me said that boy was my bun but I just..... Don't know what to do and how..... It's tiring to have such a life. I am tired. I just want to go home, lie in my bed, die, and rot in that very bed.
Jin came into the kitchen from the backdoor but I did not care because I was really tired to care about anybody but my bun.
He came towards me and as Jin leaned beside my crying figure, I stretched my arms and hugged him and started crying like crazy, saying only one thing," J-Jin... I-i w-want my b-bun b-back please i-i miss him an l-lot."
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Jungkook's Pov
I locked my bedroom door and slid down. I looked around the room and saw the room was pretty good but something brought tears to my eyes and started breaking down.
I loved her so much... Why .... just one question... Why did you leave me? At least u could have told me.
I brought my knees together, curled up like a ball and rested my face on my hand, and started crying hysterically as I remembered the face of that girl who had beautiful eyes and brown hair as my sugar.
Taehyung started Knocking on my door and asked me, " kook, are you okay? Do you need-".
I cut him off by opening the door. I weakly smiled and said, " it's just.....just let me be for some time. Please??" " Ok, fine but if you need anything just call me. Okay?" "Hmm" I replied and then I once again closed the door and went to my bed.
(Time skip) I stayed in my bed all day silently crying while looking at the photo of my sugar and me sitting together.
( Think of it as you and jungkook in black hair sitting together.)
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