only HIS?

part 4

I get half way through the day with little to no troubles, there were hardly anybody in the pack house during breakfast, so I was able to eat and hide some in my food bag, okay more like a whole lot. It's great I can freeze these for the days when I can't get anything.

I do an internal happy dance and continue cleaning. Its currently an hour till lunch is served so I am setting the tables and making sure that everything is perfect- not like any of them will notice or appreciate my efforts.

This take me a good 20mins and I move on to the kitchen to help out with the finishing touches on the meals. The next 30mins fly by and people are already at the table we start serving but we notice that the Alpha and cynthia are not at the table.

And enough though he isn't the real Alpha, the pack can't eat without him eating first. Once lunch is served one of the guards tells the chef to call the Alpha, the chef tells her assistant to call the Alpha. This continues until it get me, I look to left, and there is no one left to pass the task to. So I had to call the man who I have been successfully avoiding like plague.

Mustering up the crumbles of courage left in me, I marching up to the Alphas office and knock three time and wait- no response, so I knock again this time I knock a little harder and louder, and sure enough.
" come in, and you better have a good reason to be disturbing me" his voice booms.
My shaky hands turn the door knob and push it open, taking small keeps I bow my head a little to show respect and said " Alpha lunch is served, everyone is waiting for you" my voice came out a little softer and quicker than it should.

I feel his hatred oozing from his eye burning into my body, " YOU, I should have known it would have been you haven't I told you to stay away from me, the next time you come to my office I will send you to the dungeons, do I make myself clear!" Slamming his fist down on the table i jump back a little by the sound. Still my head remains downcast and I reply "y-ye-yes Alpha"

And with that I leave to get Cythina, with her it was a little easier. I always have to walk behind her so she doesn't have to "smell my disgusting scent" I don't say anything and walk behind her the Alpha meets us at the stairs and locks hands with her as they walk down the stairs to the dinning room. Once that was over they began to eat and talk over each other.

I return to the kitchen to help with dinner today was simple enough spaghetti bolognese. I cut up some salad and put it in the fridge. The assistant chef Esther makes thr best garlic bread, but it always finishes during dinner so I always beg her to by me at least 3 pack of garlic bread from Tesco whenever we make spaghetti bolognese. And today was the night I would have a good meal. Once the cause is made the kitchen staff always take theirs first but only when we make spaghetti can we get away with this.

I take a plastic bowl and fill it up with the delicious sauce which I keep in the fridge, till later in the garlic breads are in Esther's car which she will give me after our shift. She is one of the few people in the pack who still care about me. When through they are not allowed to show it, as the risk punishment.

Once lunch is done I clear off the plates and load them up into the dish washer. And clean the table. The rest of the day flys by and and my shift is over. I walk out with Esther with my bolognese suace, leftover spaghetti and food bag once we get to her car she gives me a shopping bag full of groceries.

I look at her with tears in my eyes and thank her. Wiping my tears she says " don't cry child, i just used the rest of the money I was given to good use, although it isn't enough it's the best I can do" Esther is a 30 year old woman who is a mother of 3 beautiful childrenx who I envy, she is everything and more I hoped a mother would be.

Thanking her once again I run home so no one would see the feast i have with my. Once I get home I lock all the doors and windows and head to my small hotpoint grey fridge. Where I keep the meal from today. Looking at the bag Esther gave me I see milk, cereal, some snacks, pads, bread, eggs,butter, my garlic breads and pasta and cooking sauces. Smiling at my stockrr up fridge. I head off to bed.

I open the small window in my bedroom and watch the moon and the stars dance around the night sky praying that tomorrow will be a better day.