Suicide has really been on my mind, along with how many times i decide to just cry. Forgetting how to truly feel but letting the voices take the wheel. Watching my life slowly fade on by right before my eyes. Tired of pretending and holding on for dear life. Dont really know how depression came and is now slowly taking my soul away. Funny, im scared to live but im scared to die and i always wonder why? This time i just want to say goodbye. Its been a little while since depression came and chosen to stay. Trying to hold on so that i dont lose my faith. Trying to believe that there will be a better day. If i die tonight just know that everything will be alright. So I closed my eyes and imagine paradise. Imagine a world where everything is bright and never have to cry. Imagine a place where everybody is free to roam in the comfort of there own home. Imagine children never having to wonder why they feel like their dying inside. Imagine a planet so full of life and never having to fight to survive. Sorry if i decide to go instead of staying right by your side.
YOU ARE READING
falling apart
Poetrythis is for me to be able to get out how i feel, i also hope that there is people that understand how i feel, i want to tell you my story and i hope that you know that if you do feel just like how i feel....your not alone
