My crush(discontinued Till July)

SID'S BIGGEST MISTAKE

we see a sid and a sana standing in a classroom . The sana is on her knees and the sid is seeing her with wide eyes. He can guess what is comming up to him but he is not prepared for it and he can't handle this situation .These were the thoughts roaming in his mind.

sana"i am in love with you kullu...i don't know when did this happen when my crush became love . But whatever it is its the best feeling of the world and i am selfish enough to keep this feeling with me for the rest of my life. will you help me out in it"

sid"what the hell are you saying shehnaaz have you lost your mind completely"he barked at her

sana"yes i have i love you to the core and i will love you till my last breath and if anyone comes in between us i will just rip that persons head of his body. You are mine only mine get that straight in your head sidhart mahlotra"she shouted in tears holding his collar and he jerked her away.

sid"i hate you and i don't want to keep any ties with you .You are just a bad luck whenever you do something i land up into trouble .You are just a headache which i want to get rid off. And you are talking like a total psycho ."he shouted and his each word pricked the heart of the girl. She could feel her heart bleeding . He actually broke her broken heart more and this time beyond repair. she was numb. why the hell life puts her in such situations where she always have to crave for love from the persons whom she loves unconditionally. Can't life be good to her once she also wants happiness but seems like everyone is only ready to despise her with no fault of hers.

sana"what do you want me to do"she asked blankly

sid"huh!! come again"

sana"what the hell do you want me to do Mr sidhart mahlotra of myself .I am just a pain in the ass for you right. Then tell me what you want to do .I love you right so let me love you by taking away your pain . so tell whats your biggest problem and trouble. I will prove my love for you"she bursted out on him and she wasn't even aware of what she said in the heat of the moment

sid"i want you to leave me alone and never ever show your face again to me. Just get the hell out of my life"he shouted but he didn't no that this is going to be his biggest mistake.

The girls heart shattered into million places . she just cried . she didnt know what to do but today what all he said has broken her to the extent nobody ever has. she is a girl who keeps her self respect after her loved ones and today also if she will leave then it will be to give him happiness because if he is happy then she can live with his memories but what matters to her is his happiness. Isn't it the purest form of love which she has for him in which what matters to her is his happiness and not her tears ,pain and lonliness. what matters to her is him and not her self respect. what matters to her is his life should be a bed of roses whose thorns she will endure. what matters to her is him and not her. Isnt it the purest form of love.

sana"i wi-wi-will le-le-lea-leave y-yo-yo-you.....Goo-goo-good-goodb-goodbye"she said stuttering and in a broken voice and left from thier unable to control more.

while the boy just banged his hand on the wall . Some tears rolled down from his eyes but he controlled it and moved out. 

sid pov

I love you sana but i can't be with you and i am sorry. I didn't mean whatever i said i know it would have broken you beyond repair . I know that i have broken the already broken peices of your heart . i am sorry my love i know i made the most beautiful day of our life a nightmare . I am just a jerk and i am sorry but i am bound by some things . If we will be together then we both will loose many precious persons of our life. i am sorry but we have to sacrifise our love for the sake of others saftey . i am sorry but i promise you that you will be the only lady of my life till my last breath. I hope that you move on in your life but i will never even if it means that i have to live alone all my life . I will live that way as a punishment but there will be no lady in my life apart from you . You will be my first and last love sana . I love you with every cell of my body. mera ishq hadh se guzar chuka hai aur ab sana mera ishq tere liye meri ibadat ban chuka hai . i will always be there for you like another soul . i will protect you but i can never do it infront of the world everything will be done by me being hidden. i am sorry sana . You deserve better sana i am really sorry 

sana pov

sid you broke me like no one ever had . i hate you from the bottom of my heart. but i love you and i will never show my face again to you because you don't like it. I will just leave this city and my parents . what parents they will love the fact that thier headache will be gone. sorry manan but sid needs you and i can't tell you both about this because then you both won't let me leave . But i have enough of the pain for the first time i want to be selfish enough and leave and start a new life with happiness and the people i love. i am sorry but i will have to leave things behind to start a new life . i love all of you and ruhi i will take her with me i won't let her live in the hell whole . I will give her  a beautiful life. I have completed my digital marketing course and i have got a job offer from a digital marketing firm i will join thier and give evreything she deserves and fill her life with love and make her strong enough to face this cruel world. I still love you sid and i love you enough to walk out for your happiness. 

HUFFF....DONE WITH THE UPDATE ....PLEASE COMMENT AND VOTE VOTE VOTE....NOW THERE WILL BE  A LEAP OF SOME YEARS IN THE STORY....SORRY 5 YEARS LEAP IN THE STORY THERE WILL BE.....I HOPE YOU LIKE IT....THERE WILL BE SHOCKING RELEVATIONS ABOUT SANA AND HARSHAD AND WHY SID BEHAVED THIS RATIONALLY WITH OUR MOTTO WHEN HE LOVES HER SO MUCH....MANAN WILL ALSO BE A PART BUT MOSTLTY SHOCKED AND HURT...THERE WILL BE  A NEW ENTRY AVNEEL AN ADORABLE COUPLE.....DO TEL ARE YOU LIKING THE WAY STORY IS PROGRESSING ...DO YOU THINK SANA IS RIGHT OR SID....WHAT WILL HAPPEN...WILL DESTINY PLAY ITS ROLE TO UNITE THE TWO...LOVE YOU ALL

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Guys one more thing I have two stories in mind for our sidnaaz.
1. Sidnaaz school days a light hearted fun-loving story it will be with all the masti and mischief of school days and how are sidnaaz will fall in love
2. A 3 days bride- a sidnaaz story with an emotional story line in which later sid will realise his love for sana but it will be quite late and let's see will he be able to win her love and trust or will he just leave it on his fate and cry without giving it a try.
Do tell me in comment section below which one you would want me to start first and guys please support vote and comment on my stories it really motivates to write more .....please please vote and comment

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