↳ FATE | SF9 Taeyang

✎ FATE 02

Y/N'S POV

I go to my parents grave as it is my everyday routine. I miss them so much. Since they left I felt like there's no other reason to live. I tried to make friends but they just don't want to be friends with me. I live with my aunt. I'm so thankful for her. She's my mother's sister. She has a daughter, Yujin. Which is my cousin and my only friend. He doesn't have a husband. Her husband left her. She treat me like her own daughter. I consider her as my own mother too. But I still miss my parents so much. Everyday I try to take my life. Everyday I'm hoping that I would die. Everyone in school don't like me except for my cousin. My neighbors called me a 'murderer'. My parents died in a car accident. They say it's all my fault. My school mates, they always say harsh things to me. They know that I don't want to live in this world. Sometimes they say "just kill yourself". I'm always being bullied by everyone. That's why, I don't want to live in this world anymore. It's already 9.15 p.m. I went to a place that usually try to take my life. I used to go there with my parents. All of our memories is there. I sit at a bench. I remembered all our memories. I cried. Suddenly it's raining. I saw a guy running towards here. Probably trying to find a shelter. I just ignore him. He sat at a bench opposite me.

"Are you alone? It's dangerous to be alone at night. You should go home after the rain stop." he said.

I wish there's someone that care about me like that. But I just ignore him. Then I took out a knife and try to cut my wrist. I cry heavily. He suddenly tried to stop me.

"Ya ya what are you doing?" he noticed my action.

"Just go! You don't have to care about me." I said.

"Are you trying to take your life? No you can't do that. You have to keep living." he tried to take the knife from me.

"Who are you? And why did you care about me so much? I can do what I want!"

I walk away from him. I walk in the rain. I saw his face just now. But I don't really care about that. I cried on my way home. I failed again today to kill myself.