Unrequited Love

Chapter2

"You are my silent sanctuary  my one and only light in the dark, the very person who has the capability to put a smile on my face.but you also the only person who can ruin me."

Revei POV.

I yawn as im finally  done working for almost four  hours for my papers to be submitted tomorrow. I stretch my limbs and feel myself getting tired I look at the clock hanging in the wall and it says its already 12 at the midnight.

Now I realize that I've been working for over 3 hours now arghh I feel  drain.
I stand up from my chair and arrange my papers and put it into my bag then suddenly I realise roa has been quite since I  became so engage to finish my papers I didn't realize she was still here.
I look at my bed and she was there lying there like a kid with her hair  scattered around her face I silently chuckled and walk closer to her.

I tuck her into my comforter and adjust her pillow she was already snoring so I just turn off the lampshade and join her in the bed.

I look at her on my side and tuck a strand of her hair  on her ear to clearly see her beautiful face, god she was so beautiful even her disheveled  state she's still the most beautiful woman I ever met. I smiled and kiss her forehead.I lingered my lips into it a little longer before I broke away and  stared at her.

I must be like a creep right now but.I'm not going to get tired of watching her like this..

Meeting her is unreal and becoming her boy best friend is even more unreal but is it bad to wish for more? Is it too much?

"Are you really happy  with him Roe?  If yes then im happy for you too." I whisper as I caress her cheek slowly
"But im still hoping that maybe someday you can be happy with me too, is that too much to ask? That even you can't see me as more than just your best friend I still keep hoping you can feel the same way as I am and I just need to wait sometime for you to finally  notice me?" I smiled bitterly and I just close my eyes for a second and look at her again.
"Maybe I'm just so dumb to wish that am i?don't mind me."I chuckle bitterly  and close my eyes "good night R" I said as I let the darkness consume me.

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1 Week  later...

Roa's POV.

Everything is a mess this days.

So many  paper works that has given to us  and I'm so stress that I cant even put up my mind of it.I cant focus into it this past few days because there's something bothering me.

And  that's because of what rev said to me the other night last week.

I'm beginning to think  of it like a lot that sometimes I got lost my thoughts about it.

I  scratch my head a sign of irritation.

"Babe are you okay?what's wrong?" Hanbin my boyfriend ask me as he  pat my  shoulder trying to sooth me.I just shrug  and sigh.

"Nothing im just stress you know paper works sucks school is a b*tch.its been a hectic week for all of us and argh!im just tired don't mind me" I said .

"Don't think about it too much babe.after this we can all take a rest  our graduation is nearly a weeks anyway so just bare with it  for now." He said giving me a reassuring smile.

I smiled back at him one thing that I admire about him is he's so sweet and understanding very calm  and for almost four years of dating he kinda know me a lot ,well of course not like rev that he really know me even my deepest darkest secret we technically inseparable like were connected into so many levels.

And I admire him for that.

Speaking of him I suddenly remember he doesn't call nor text me after the night I ask her those weirds question.

Yeah I know its sounds weird to ask him that question but what can I do? His my best friend after all I'm comfortable talking things to him even I know somehow that I need to draw a line of boundary for our friendship especially in terms of that kind of things because I'm still a girl  and he's still a boy, if you know what I mean.

I fish my phone from  my pocket and open our chat box only to be disappointed again because he left my message unread how dare he ignored me like this?!

Its only like a week already since he doesn't reply my messages if I remember it correctly after I left from his place that day we're okay he even tease me or make joke's to me before I leave and suddenly he stop texting me and everytime I call him he will ignore it until its out of reach.

And im so frustrated right now because everytime I see him in school he only brush me off like he doesn't know me.he cant even look straight into my eyes whenever I tried to talk to her he has so many reasonings just to get away as fast as he can from me.

What did I do wrong? Did I do wrong that makes him angry or something? Because basically I'm fuming right now.

Argh this giving me more head ache.I swear to god I'm going to murder him if he continue doing  this.

Wait is he avoiding me because of our topic that night? Is it because he feel uncomfortable with me just because I open up to him about those topic?but I always open up to her whatever topic that may be.aish I shouldn't have  ask him that question's I'm so stupid.

I have to talk to him and maybe apologize whatever I did wrong to him I cant take this any longer.me not having to talk him everyday is killing me and makes me go crazy what more  for almost one week of not talking to him.

Damn him !I'm going to cut his bangs and makes him show to anyone how much of a big forehead he had.

Maybe later i have to pay him a visit for our friday hangouts every week and and now's a perfect timing its friday! I'm so excited to see him.

Cant wait to end this day already so that I can go to his apartment and see  his annoying handsome face

A/N: thank you for the support love lots!

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