SecretsㅣDrarry

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Harry's POV

Today's the day. I have to go back to Hogwarts for my 8th year. Ugh.. I don't wanna go back. I usually look forward to going back but this year is.. different.. I've left so many bad memories there and I'll probably just stay in bed the whole time like I've been doing over the holidays. I've stayed at the Weasley's house ever since the war ended. Ron didn't want me going back to the Dursleys' as they would treat me horrible like they used to. I have nightmares of the Dursleys' bad treatment, Voldemort killing my parents and also the deaths of Cedric, Lavender, Dumbledore, Sirius, Mad-Eye, Remus, Tonks, Snape, Hedwig, Dobby and Fred. I always feel like it's my fault that they died. It is my fault. I should've just given up my life for them. They didn't deserve to die. They didn't deserve to suffer. I don't wanna think about all this stuff at five in the morning so I'll just think of something else. Draco.

Me and Draco have been dating since fourth year. He comforted me when I was sad, he supported me, he gave me cuddles at night, he helped me sleep. He's just the best! He keeps me going everyday. I only ever get out of bed to go visit him. No one knows where I'm going but Ron. Ron is the bestest friend ever. He supports me through everything. I came out to him as bisexual in third year and he was so supportive. I didn't tell him about me and Draco dating until fifth year because I felt that he wouldn't be my friend anymore. I felt that the tension between the Malfoys and Weasleys would make the relationship hard but it didn't. Anyways, I need to start packing my things now so I can go to Hogwarts actually with my stuff.

Two hours later, after Harry packing his stuff.

"Harry, you ready to go?" Hermione asks just after I finished packing.
"Yeah, just finished packing." I responded.
"Oh okay, that's good. But.. Can I talk to you in private for a bit?" she requested.
"Sure." I said. She pulls me into her and Ron's bedroom and sits on the fluffy rug. I sit down too. "So, I've noticed that you've been acting... weird lately. Is something wrong?" Hermione questioned.
"Uh- no- I- I'm fine-"
"You sure? You haven't gotten out of bed except when your going to see a special someone and to go to the bathroom, you haven't eaten much and you bearly talk to me and Ron." Hermione said, expecting me to say I'm not fine back now.
"Oh.. Sorry for not talking to you and Ron.. It's just the war and stuff.." I replied, my voice becoming more quiet.
"Aww.. Harry-" Hermione says before being interrupted by Mrs Weasley.
"Hermione and harry dear, are you ready to go yet?" Mrs Weasley shouts from the kitchen.
"Yes, we're coming now!" Hermione shouts back. "Talk to you about it later." whispers Hermione.
"Okay." I respond with. Me and Hermione walk down to the kitchen and leave with the others.

A few hours later, at the train station.

"Do you want me to come with you dear?" Molly asked Hermione.
"No thank you, we're alright." Hermione said, smiling at Ron's mum.
"Okay, have fun back!" Molly shouted as she walked away from the station. Ron runs into the wall first, next Hermione and last me. It felt strange to walk through that wall again. It feel like it's been an eternity since I have. Me, Ron and Hermione get on the train. "I'm going to another compartment, is that alright?" I asked.
"Yeah of course mate." Ron replies with, I'm glad to have such a good friend.
"Thank you." I smiled at Ron and leave the compartment. I found Draco's apartment where he was sitting with Pansy and Blaise. Sometimes when me and Draco hung out, Blaise and Pansy were there and we had a great time. Pansy and Blaise were just as supportive as Ron, Draco was happy about that. Everything that made Draco happy made me happy. I opened the compartment door and Draco's eyes lit up. "Hey Haz!" Draco said.
"Hi Dray!" I replied with a big smile on my face. I sat down next to Draco and put my head on his shoulder. It had been a while since I slept, I think it'd been a week. The last time I slept, it was only for four hours. "Tired?" Draco asked.
"Very.." I said sleepily.
"Alright, just fall asleep and I'll wake you up when we're there." Draco said.
"Okay th-" I said before everything went black.

Draco's POV

"Okay th-" Harry said before fainting.
"Is he okay?!" Pansy asked in concern.
"I think he just fainted.. when he came to my apartment, he always said how tired he was. He probably needs some sleep." I said seeming calm outside but freaking out on the inside.

A few hours later, when they arrived at Hogwarts.

Harry's POV

"Hey baby, wake up." I heard Draco say. I open my eyes and stared up into his grey, beautiful eyes. "Are you okay?" He asked, making a cute baby face.
"Yeah, I am." I said, smiling up at him.
"That's good, but you need more sleep so your gonna sleep in my bedroom." Draco said, not giving me a choice really.
"Okay fine." I mumble in his ear.
"Oooooooo" Pansy and Blaise say while giving us that look. Then it was time to get off the train. Draco rolled his eyes and grabbed my hand. He took our stuff and dragged me out of the compartment. "Hey! What are you doing?" I asked concerningly. Draco just laughs at me and takes me off the train. As we're walking off, I hear people whisper things such as "Draco Malfoy and Harry Potter holding hands?!", "They must of gone mad!" and "A Malfoy and Potter not arguing while bering near eachother?!". Draco runs over to the carriages while I'm still holding onto his hand.

We get onto the carriage and I grab onto his hand tightly. "D-Dray.." I say until everything turned black again.

Draco's POV

'I shouldn't of ran that fast' I thought to myself. Well.. He must've not got that much sleep if he fainted again. I looked over and see Ron and Hermione rushing over to me. "So he's been visiting you?!" Hermione shouted at me.
"Yeah..?" I said.
"Wait is Harry... gay?" she whispered.
"No, he's bi." I corrected her.
"Did you know about this? You don't seem that shocked." Hermione asked Ron.
"Yeah, he told me he was bi in third year and told him and Draco were dating in fifth year." Ron said while stuffing a piece of chicken Mrs Weasley gave him.
"Why'd he tell you and not me?" questioned Hermione.
"Dunno, ask Harry." Ron replied.
"Anyways, mind if we sit here?" Hermione asked politely.
"Yeah, of course." I accept.

A few minutes later, after talking a bit and getting to know eachother.

"Anyways, what's happened to Harry?" quizzed Hermione.
"He's fainted twice, on the train and just before you two came." I explained.
"Oh Merlin.. why?" Hermione seeked.
"He didn't get much sleep, seems he didn't get any since last week." I explained again, my voice sounding more concerned.
"Well, we're almost there. He'll probably wake up soon." Hermione predicted.

Harry's POV

I woke up with my head on Draco's lap and I saw Hermione and Ron in front of me. "Hey baby, how are you feeling?" Draco asked.
"I feel sick but other than that I'm fine." I said.
"Aww.. I'll give you some medicine when we're in our dorms." Draco told me.
"AWW!" Ron and Hermione fangirled/fanboyed at the same time. I held onto Draco's hand as my hand was starting to get cold. We arrived at the gate and got all our bags, suitcases and other stuff that holds objects on us checked. Then it was time to go into the place I dreaded the most. Hogwarts.