Scenario's i wish might come true but never will

SKZ Chan

(A/N: I had a weird dream a couple of nights ago and this is roughly what happened in it, don't judge me. xoxo - Jay)

"I can't believe we actually got tickets for the hi-touch, I've spent so much money on them I'm going to be eating only instant ramen for the next month," I whisper shouted to my best friend Madi as we waited in line. We were standing outside of Vancouver's pacific coliseum waiting to be let in for Straykids' first-ever Canadian concert.

"You know, I never thought we'd actually do it!" I never imagined that she and I would be standing waiting for general admission to such a major concert. In grade 9 I had been the one all about kpop and it wasn't until grade 10 that Madi shared in my excitement. Having her beside me was the only reason I knew I wasn't dreaming. People started to slowly inch forward in line and I could barely hold in my excitement.

Once we entered the venue the whole atmosphere shifted, the air was electric with all of Stays' excitement. The walls were plastered with posters of different members' faces. Of course, I dragged Madi to Chan, Felix, and Hyunjin's posters so I could take photos in front of them. I m not the type to take very many photos of myself or of other people but it felt like a must for such a big occasion. After taking all the pictures we could we headed down to the stage area to get a good spot. The floor area was already packed at the front so we ended up a couple of rows back from centre stage, which is pretty good if you ask me. Once we settled into our own little area I noticed they had some music playing on the speakers, though I could barely hear it over the mixture of talking, squealing, and laughing coming from all around us. Concerts are always loud; kpop concerts are another level of loud, especially when the lights dimmed and they finally came on stage.

Before I knew it they were playing their encore and saying their final goodbyes. I started crying when IN was the last to walk off, "Best Concert Ever!" Madi stated as he finally disappeared backstage.

"This is going to be my worst case of post-concert depression in my life, I can already feel it setting in." Wiping my tears from my face just to accentuate my point.

"Hey but we have hi-touch passes, it's not over yet!" I frantically fished in my pockets for my phone so I could see if my mascara had run with my tears. "Don't worry your makeup is fine," my best friend assured me.

"I don't even know how this is supposed to work, all I know is that the tickets for hi-touch said to wait in your seats after the concert. But we don't have seats, we have to stand in front of the stage killing my legs, on my tip-toes, trying to see all concert." I knew what standing on my tip-toes all concert would do to my legs, but I couldn't wear heels in case I became taller than any of the members. So Madi and I had both worn sensible shoes which in the grand scheme of things was a better option for our feet anyway. Turning to Madi to gain some sympathy for my dying legs, I was interrupted -

"All those with hi-touch bands need to go to the general admissions section and get their band approved by security personnel."

"This is it its finally happening," I squealed to Madi as we found a security guard.

Once everyone with a band had been cleared by the security they started to line us up in front of the stairs to the stage. We were given very strict instructions on how this was going to happen, and honestly, there were more rules than grains of sand on a beach. No grabbing the members' hands, only raise one hand to use as hi-touch, keep continuous line movement and pace, no giving the members anything, honestly, I think I dozed off a little when the girl got to rule number 15. I only woke up when I heard muffled screams, which was because the members had started to file onto the stage. They looked exhausted but still had their brightest smiles on for us. I never thought that I would see IN's dimples, not unless it was through a screen, but as the line started moving I realized they were lined up youngest to eldest. IN, Seungmin, HAN, Felix, Hyunjin, Changbin, Minho, and my ultimate bias just so happened to be the very last. Bang chan the leader of the group stood at the opposite end of the stage his smile lighting up the entire coliseum. I was staring at him so long that Madi had to nudge me up towards the steps. The pace was decently fast but you had about 5 seconds to touch each member's hand, and for me, that felt like a lifetime. When I reached Felix I couldn't hold back myself and quickly whispered "your freckles are beautiful." Who could honestly deny that fact? His quick glance and smirk told me heard me even if I talked as quickly and quietly as I could. When I finally approached Chan I couldn't help the tear that slid down as I touch his hand and just before I had to take my next step whispered "Thank you for saving me from myself." I didn't dare make eye contact when I said it but instead just continued walking down the steps off the stage.