EQUALS

Doubts And FACETIME

POV PERRIE

I woke up at 7.30 am, what a fight because I had a huge headache, because I had to go to rehearsals for tomorrow's jingle ball show.

I got up, or tried since I had a hatchi on me and my desire was none.

- Hatchi, I need to get up. Go down and I'll give you cookies in no time.

He didn't even move. He just looked at me as if "I don't leave here unless i want it".

- Aff ... I deserve it for pampering you too much ... - I said while at great cost I took him and put him on the floor.

I walked to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I got scared. It looked like it had been rammed by a truck. Shaggy hair, make up all undone, clothes from yesterday. I knew going to the night with Miss Jesy Nelson would be a bad idea. But I needed a night without thinking about anything and letting go a little, since Lucas and I argued. Once again. This time it was because I didn't answer him on cell phone during the day. Normal, since I was with it in silence and was doing a promo for Glory Days that was released not even a month ago. But he doesn't understand that and was upset because he thinks I didn't want to talk to him. Which is a slight truth, since we always meet, we end up either discussing or sending indirect to each other.

Our relationship is no longer what it was. Before we got along very well and we never argued. Now our relationship has gone very sour.

I think it's time for "call it quits". I don't feel anything for him anymore, if I ever felt beyond affection.

I let these thoughts go and turned on the shower to take a well-deserved shower. I took off my clothes, put myself under water and let the water clean up all my problems. I put the phone on the counter with music and sang along.

"
I know you lie (lie)
'Cause your lips are moving (moving)
Tell me, do you think I'm dumb?
I might be young (young), but I ain't stupid (stupid)
Talking around in circles with your tongue
I gave you bass (bass), you gave me sweet talk (sweet talk)
Saying how I'm your number one
But I know you lie (lie)
Your lips are moving (moving)
Baby, don't you know I'm done?
"

I got out of the shower and headed for my dressing room.

I got dressed and went downstairs to have breakfast and give hatchi cookies as promised.

I just ate and called an Uber to take me to the studio where we were going to rehearse for tomorrow's show.

When I got there I saw Leigh Anne getting out of the car with Jade.

-Hey girls.

-Hey Pez. The night was good? - ask them knowing that me and Jesy went to a bar after the promo.

-It Was. Despite waking up today and looking like i had taken it with a truck. And yours?

-It was great. Andre made me a surprise and we are going to spend New Year's eve in Jamaica, "she said, jumping and clapping like a child. Sometimes I ask myself why I like her so much, and then I come to the conclusion that I'm worse.

-Wow how fancy. And you Jade?

- You know. Normal. I've been talking to Jed trough face time and trying to ....

- Wait, face time? Face time sex? I already saw that the night was not normal. It was splendid .... - I say raising my eyebrows reminding her of the case of the face time call in the USA.

- Don't start with that again ... It was just once and it was a long time ago. We had to talk about how we are going to spend the New Year. He comes on the 25th of December and leaves on the 5th of January. My birthday will be here and we are going to South Shields the next day. Which is perfect since we are rarely able to spend time together. - she said smiling.

-Once a month only if it is .... - said Leigh killing herself laughing

- HOW RUDE ... It was only once ... That you saw ... -she said loudly and ashamed

-Hey ... Speak down please before my head explodes ... - says Jesy with sunglasses arriving and dragging excessively

- Jesminda ... Nobody told you to drink too much yesterday knowing that today you would come here ....

- Shut UP ... You drank much yesterday too ...

-I had reason. Not you...

-Pez I think you are forgetting a little detail - said Jade

- Jesy doesn't need a reason to drink too much .... - completed Leigh

- Yeah ... You're right - and we laughed at the three being "dissected" by Jesy's sullen look ....

-Aff let's enter that we have a lot of rehearsal to do ....

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