It is better off with you old relationship and say hello to a new one., yes i love him a lot i thank him for giving me a such blessing and wonderful son, yes its official were both off, after we talk about last night we both agree to get off of our relationship., he move done i move done. He went to other direction which i cant be able to follow and i move into other direction and i give him a reason to follow, but still he choose to divert to other direction., i threw our old picture and its really hard. Throwing an old relationship is like throwing half of your life but in a brighter side this is where you can live and regain yourself as it was before and if you are not going to do this you will suffer. I thank him a lot for giving me such a very wonderful memory which i can treasure forever., i loved him more than myself but i have to leave him because i killed myself because of him.