Feel it twice ( Bora x Siyeon )

Feel it twice

Bora was laying in her bed under her chill blanket, switching from one side to the other, as she continously looked over at the clock on the wall, it was close to 1:30 am. She sighed heavely in thought. It was the beginning of fall and the air smelled of fruit and leafs. The season always had a special place in the brunette's heart, for her it represented new beginnings, as school always used to start at this time of the year, the feeling kinda stuck with her ever since.  Every other member had fallen asleep but there she was, wide awake, listening to the peaceful snores from the younger girl in the top bed of their bunk bed. The traffic was lively outside even thought the time was long after midnight, she could see the light from the headlights go by one after the other in between the creeks of the blinds that messily covered the small window in their room. Good thing she had a curtain hanging over the bed so if needed she could just close it. She didn't understand how the younger could sleep with the light peering through the blinds like that at night. She stopped herself, of course the younger could, she could fall asleep anywhere. Bora chuckled at the thought, memories of the fellow member sleeping on the floor of their hair- and makeup booth came up in her head.

She sighed when she heard Yoohyeon kick in her sleep and a book fell off onto the floor with a loud thud, it made Bora swing her legs over the corner of the bed to sit up. She grabbed her hair and let out a long shaky breath. The book had brought her back to reality again and her mind immediately back to the issue that made Bora's night sleepless. Well, it wasn't the only night Bora couldn't sleep, the past few weeks had felt weird for the brunette. Something had changed and she didn't know how, she had woken up one morning, tired of everything, and things just didn't feel like they used to.

Bora sighed as she thought of Siyeon.

Every since she had layed her eyes on the slightly younger woman she had felt butterflies, like her world suddenly changed course and started to spin around the other girl. Like her world felt the need to collide with the other's. Everything the girl did effected Bora loudly and she had never felt so strongly for anyone before. They debuted together, twice, but it wasn't until they debuted as dreamcatcher and their concept changed to the opposite of cute that Bora's longing just grew stronger. Siyeon was fitting into the darker concept as if her whole being was ment to be cool, mysterious and girl crush. It wasn't hard to find her even more attractive doing something she felt confident in doing. Bora was known for her skinship with the members and was always inviting and teasing them but with Siyeon it always felt different due to her feelings, she always acted as she did with the others, hiding her blushing red cheeks and panic under a facade that she had built with the years, sometimes she was afraid that her wall wasn't strong enough and her gaze or blush slipped and became visible but when Siyeon never seemed to notice she always let it go, relieved and disappointed at the same time, even the fans had noticed...

Sometimes Bora wondered how Siyeon would react if she ever told her. Memories came back to that one time it almost slipped...

-Flashback-

"Bora! We're going to the dance studio, you coming?" Bora heard a voice on the opposite side of the door as she lay on her bed in her and Yoohyeon's shared room, she had been laying there the whole morning just swiping and watching clips on her phone, and thinking, a lot. Maybe if she was quiet enough the girl would think that she was asleep, but when she felt the presence of the girl still linger outside the door she sighed, and after a time of consideration she decided to answer the person on the other side, the group's leader, Kim Minji.

"I'm staying home, I'm not in the mood." She answered and turned around earning a creaky sound from the bed. It was a silent pause. "Alright, eat something at least, we'll be back in a few hours." The leader spoke to the door and waited until she heard the girl hum in response. Bora heard the girl turn around and her footsteps interpreted that the she went to knock on another room.