Take Her to the Moon [ t. kei ]

✧✿✧

I know it's been a while since our eyes last met
Too many words were left unsaid

I love you from the bottom of my heart, and I always will. From your flaws, insecurities, and even your attitude only you can understand. Every moment spent with you was a rollercoaster ride, and I'm more than happy to be by your side, to watch on you as you take your steps towards your goal. I will cherish those memories we made forever,

even if it's not us until the end.

Your head was poking out of the driver's seat
Eyes full of tears, I couldn't leave

As I watch you look at her with tears in your eyes and a loving gaze as she walks down the aisle, I couldn't help but to think about what would've happened if I were the one who you'd spent your whole life with. What if I didn't let you go? What if I chose to stay with you? Was I too selfish to think of myself first? Gah. So this is what it's like to live with regrets.

No matter what I do I still feel you coming back to me
When I know that you never will

From our first dates, our first I love you's, our first kiss, our first argument, our first everything. The way you would constantly scowl if I call you "Tsukki" because you thought it was "annoying" when in fact it was cute. The way you would just awkwardly stand by my side while I cry because you didn't know how to express your feelings.  You were unlike any other I've met, and I thank the Gods for giving me that chance.

So before I say goodbye, would you do one last thing for me?
Be happy

I want you to be happy, even if that meant my world crushing down. You deserve the happiness I wasn't able to give you. The same happiness you felt when you asked me out and I said yes. The same happiness when you found out about the new movie of the Jurrasic World. The same happiness when I bake you your favorite strawberry shortcake.

And take, take her to the moon for me
Take her like you promised me

When you gave me an invitation and asked me to go to your wedding, I couldn't say no. Of course I can't miss your special day, even if it hurts me, I'll go. I wanted to see you be happy again with someone you love. No matter where you are, you'll always have my heart, and I'll love you from afar.

Say you love her every time
Like how you told me the last time

Someday I know we'll meet again
In heaven by the rainbow's end
And I only wish you happiness

Tsukishima Kei,

Until we meet again.

~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~°~

Hello. I apologize for any grammatical errors, I wrote this while I was in online class lol I was bored. And I also got this idea from that one video on tiktok (I can't remember who made it because my dumbass accidentally refreshed it). The plot is a mess because like what I said, I wrote this while I'm in class. This is my first time writing, and I'm not experienced as you can see. Sayonara.