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When Yibo reach Zhan appartment the door was locked. So he try to call Zhan but he can't reach him. When he try to called him again, he see  Jiang Cheng call name on his phone. He picked up the called.

" Gege do you know where is Zhan Gege?. Why I can't reach both of your phone?. Do you know where is he why I can't reach him? " Yibo asked questions after after questions.

" Yibo can you please come here at JN hospital " Yibo hear a havy voice from other side.

" Why what happened ? Where is he...is very okay ? " Yibo feel cold and  he was shaking all of sudden.

" Please just come here Yibo "  Jiang Cheng reply in a same tone.

" Okay I will be right there " he replied and cut the called.

When he reached JN Hospital.

He looked around but he can't see Zhan but he spot Jiang Cheng standing  while looking down on the floor. So run toward him.

" Where is he Jiang Cheng Gege? " he asked but Jiang Cheng don't say anything he just open the door.

" Come inside " he say in a small voice. When he go inside the room he showed white clothes cover someone body. He stop his step and look at Jiang Cheng in confused.

" What is this Gege he ask ? " But his voice was broken.

" Open " Jiang Cheng reply.

When he slowly open the white clothes he fall back but Jiang Cheng hold him. He don't believe what he showed. It was like a nightmare to him.
" No, thi... this...is not... true..no..
" He mummers " Gege... please tell... please tell...me it was a prank... please..." He hold Jiang Cheng coller and shake his body. But Jiang Cheng can't give Yibo answer.

" WHY ARE YOU KEEP SILENT GEGE... PLEASE TELL ME THIS IS A PRANK....MY GEGE CAN'T LEAVE ME LIKE THIS....HE LOVE ME...SO... MUST " he shouted and hit Jiang Cheng chest while crying.

" I wish this was a prank Yibo " he mummers with a tear in his eyes.

" How this happened why he don't tell me anything. I hated him so much why he do this to me. Why he don't tell me anything " he was totally broken down and he was so angry to Zhan.

" He told me to give this diary to you. But believe me Yibo he love you so much. He can't stop thinking about you and I'm sorry that I hide from you please forgive me"

After the funeral

Yibo was holding Zhan diary and he started reading.

" Hi, Onsra I feel in love to my best friend but he can't accept my feelings . It really hurts me but at the same time I'm happy that he don't hate me "

2019/ 3 / 12 the day Zhan told his feelings to Yibo.

He open another page.

" Onsra today I know why he can't choose me because he love someone else. I get jealous and hurt but I want to see him happy that why I don't say anything to him. His happyness is my  happyness "

19/ 3/ 13 when Zhan know Yibo love Lee Shiyi.

" Onsra I date someone today she was so cute, funny and she was a simple girl. But whatever she do it make him remember me. We date few a few days but I can't stop thinking about him that why I break up with her because I don't want to hurt her felling. She needs better someone who can return his love "

19/ 3/ 17 on the day Jena and Zhan break up.

" Zhan Gege told me that he was dating but he never told me that they are break up " Yibo mummers and he opened about page.

" Yibo I know that you will hated me so much because I hide so much from you but I don't have any choice. I want you to be happy, I get jealous when you give a loving smile to someone. I also hated myself because I feel greedy and selfish. I told myself that it was bad I try so much to distract but everything make me remember you. I don't know Yibo..
Gege don't know what to do or how to do. I have a heart cancer after I know that I strated avoiding you because I don't want you to worry about me. You, aunt and uncle did so much for me. I don't want make you guy worry about me anymore... I know what I do was wrong but I don't have choose... please say that I'm really sorry to them for not telling them.
Yibo I can't stop thinking about you I love you so much that I started to believe that there is only you for me.
I feel scared and pain at the same time Yibo. I don't want to be a villain to someone love story. I feel selfish and greedy. If there is there is next life let's meet again. Be happy all the time if you can't see me also my soul will be always with you no matter what like I promise to you. Gege love you so much please forgive your Gege Yibo. Don't cry for me Yibo be happy don't forget your Gege. When I see your smile even if I was not there I will felt happy. I love your bright smile. Please smile all the time. You have to be strong Yibo "

The diary fell down from Yibo hand and cover his face and cry hard.

" I'm really sorry Gege I don't see that. I'm really sorry that I can't stand beside you when you need me. Please forgive me gege. I will smile for you Gege " he mummers.

( Love don't go on  the way we want sometimes. Love is blind we don't know in which time or in where we feel in love. Love is so powerful they make people smile like idiot. They can hurt like hell when we are in love )

I don't know what to say guy's. I'm not fan of sad story but I can't ignore this story. Like I sad before this story always come to my mind when I'm sad that why I want to share with you guys. Please don't hated Yibo and Zhan we all know that they are a good person in real life. Please support them in every thier every work and thank you so much for your support and love to ONSRA.

English is not my language please egnore the grammatical mistakes.