Lies and Defeat

Part 1

"FLASHBACK"

JADEN:HEY YOU'RE SUPER CUTE,YOU THINK I COULD GET YOUR NUMBER

AUBRIELLE:SURE

HE SLID ME HIS PHONE AND I LOOKED AT HIM SHYLY

JADEN:WHAT'S YOUR NAME 

AUBRIELLE:AUBRIELLE BUT YOU CAN CALL ME AUBREY OR ELLE

JADEN:WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE CALL YOU

AUBRIELLE:AUBREY

JADEN:THEN I'LL CALL YOU ELLE

"END OF FLASHBACK"

     I woke up from my random dream, well not so random. Jaden is the love of my life. I turned my head to see Jaden sleeping with his hand on my shoulder. I stared at him and really thought about my life. I have been neglected my whole life and it has been hard my mom and dad mentally abused me but when I got into the dating world it was no different same neglection. When me and Jaden first started our relationship in April I wanted to wait a week before jumping into fame. But right when we were ready to let the world know Jaden's manager called him and said these exact words "You need to hype your new song up get Jads back together" and Jaden didn't seem to be resistant. The only person that truly knows my feelings is Charli my bestfriend who has supported me for 3 months during my relationship with Jaden.

   I ripped the covers off of me and placed Jaden's hand back on the bed. I hopped in the shower and started to cry. The shower was my happy place, it was a place where no one could judge you. I didn't like to show emotion and I didn't want pity I recieved enough of that in my life. I heard the door open and I instantly knew I forgot to lock the door.

Aubrielle: Who is it

No answer was given until two arms slithered around my waist. Jaden turned my head around and kissed me for awhile. He lifted my chin and looked into my eyes.

Jaden: Elle have you been crying

Aubrielle: No just the shower

I hated lying to Jaden but it was the only way I wouldn't ruin his life and show my true feelings.

Jaden: What are you doing today

Aubrielle: Going to Charli's,you?

Jaden: Going to Sway

    Sway was a house that Jaden used to belong to now we live in a condo with Josh and sometimes Nessa we don't really know what's going on with them. I liked the sway boys but I didn't feel very comfortable with them, to be honest they kinda scare me. I am super close with Blake and Quinton though. Even though I met Blake in May he still was one of  my closest friends. Quinton on the other hand I considered him my bestfriend he is kinda like the sensitive version of Jaden. I hopped out of the shower and almost immediately Jaden started whining.

Jaden: Get back in here 

    I replied with a NEVER and ran into my closet to get ready and not to be caught. I put on my "Still Softish" sweatpants and Josh's t-shirt that was his merch with " Buddy's Hard" on it. I went out of the closet and grabbed my keys.

Aubrielle: Bye Jaden Love You

Jaden: Love you too

Jaden ran up and kissed me before I left and then went to go finish getting ready. I still wonder why he would ask for my number, date me, or even still be with me. I bet all the boys wonder the same thing as me why hasn't he broken up with me for Mads she is prettier, funnier, and just better overall. I walked down the stairs and got to the kitchen seeing Josh eating the PostMates he ordered for breakfast.