Cute mate of mine

Past Feelings?!?

Jungkook POV
Alright Jungkook you can do this, study for 2 hours then do whatever the fuck you want I encourage myself. Walking to my room, taking my laptop and books I start to do my assignments and learn the lessons our teachers gave us before.

Taking few breaks to let my mind take in the information and cracking my knuckles a few times to release some stress. Then going back to study, writing notes and researching few things about biology and literature. At last my tiredness came to visit me, as a result losing my concentration multiple times.

Curious of the time, my eyes shifted to my clock, shock flooded into my mind as realization came that it's 3:20 pm and I started my study course in 12:40 pm. I studied a lot feeling lazy now, I decide to take rest, jumping on my bed and go under my fluffy blanket and text tae.

Soulmate 🥺💜♾
(The left is taehyung and the right is Jungkook)

  Hello mate!  What are you doing?

Hey baby 💜💜 I'm laying on bed now

Did you finish studying??

Yupp~~ I'm feeling lazy so I stopped

*whines* I'm bored hyungie can we talk or something if you don't mind?

Hmm alright 😊😊 can we just facetime?
I don't wanna get up and I'm comfy right now

Sure tata!!  I will give the call

Quickly, I tap on the app and call him,  while waiting to accept the call, I try to fix my hair to make myself presentable, a smile slowly came to my fave as I see him. Waving my hand I utter, "hey tata! How are you?"

His eyes sparkle and said loudly, " hello baby! I'm alright, you?" I giggle and reply with "I'm alright". Soon we start to talk about his old school and how he failed one semester and had to attend the same class twice, we also talked about stories what the guys did before he came. Like this, time passes and we get to know each other.

Suddenly I hear my stomach grumbling when we are talking, at first I didn't care, but later some memories came and reminded me thoughts which I wanted to keep behind me, my past thoughts are coming back! Seeing the panic in my eyes he asked, "what's wrong kook? Did something happen there? Should I come?"

I shake my head, giving a nervous laugh and replied, "no everything is fine just thinking about things" he gives a dubious look before saying, " I'm coming and you will tell me why you are scared" then canceling the call.

A groan left my mouth as I bury my face on my pillow, "What should I say? Should I lie or say the truth?" I say out loud and trying to think how I should say about my past and that I was anorexic. I take deep breath's as a familiar feeling again comes to me. I don't want to do the same mistake I did before and not get the help that I don't want but need.

My door bell rings, indicating that tae arrived; giving out a deep breath with shaky legs I walk downstairs and open the door. There stands a concern tae in front of me; giving a nervous smile I let him come inside and sit down on the couch.

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So uhhh hey 😘✌️, my exams went pretty well surprisingly! Also ya'll won't believe but for two years my whole class told me that my crush likes me but I thought they were joking TELL ME WHY AFTER HE WENT TO CANADA WE ASKED EACH OTHER IF WE REALLY LIKED EACH OTHER AND WE BOTH SAID YES!

The sad thing is he probably got over me as he said that he has a crush on another girl now but it's alright, I still like him but his happiness comes first. He went through a lot when he was with us so I am honestly happy that he is away now.

I love you guys soo much thank you for reading this chapter! Stay safe and stay happy too bye 💜💜🥰🥺🥺