I love you

chapter 8

Brandons pov:

Its bad enough that she cried and expressed her feelings to me and I fucked her over and made her hide in a closet, but it's worse that she might of spent the night in a fucking closet while me and alexa were fucking, I feel like a bad boyfriend and a bad friend, if that's what you call me and billie, I have the heart of two girls and if I don't play this right I can break both of them.

alexa got dressed and went home so I checked the closest to see if billie was there, as my forehead is sweating I put my hand on the doorknob when I open it pale light skin and a hurt girl is in the closet siting there with her knees to her chest, when she looks up at me chills ran all through my body, she got up and walked to the door, and when she turned around all she said is.

"Fuck you"

In a very hurt voice, she gets in her car and I watch as she starts it up and drives away, I watch until I can't see her car anymore, fuck I messed up.

Three hours pass and I text billie that we need to talk.

"Billie we really need to talk"

"I have nothing to say to you"

"Billie just please"

"Fine"

I patiently wait as I make a sandwich and sit down, I hear a two knocks at the door and I open it.

" Billie come on i-"

"I'm fine out here"

She says cutting me off

"Look I'm sorry and I never meant to hurt you"

"Yeah sure then I'll fall for that you'll invite me in and mid fuck alexa will knock at your door and I gotta spend the night in a closet"

I feel so bad, she hates me now I don't think there anything I can say to her to make her not be mad at me anymore, I don't know what to say to save my ass from loosing two girls, I fucked up so bad but I have to think quick because I see her take her keys out her pocket and look for her car key, meaning she's getting ready to leave.

"Billie stop"

"What"

"I'll break up with her"

"Really"

She says in a happy voice as she walks closer to me, my hurt skipped a beat and I think I won her over, I just can say something stupid to make her mad

"Yes for you I'll do anything mamas"

"Eww stop with the mamas shit"

"I thought you liked that"

"Uh no that's so fucking cringe"

"Ok what can I call you"

"Your new girlfriend"

Ok she was so smooth with that but I honestly don't know what to call her, so I'll just say mamas for now I guess, she walks in and sits on the couch and turns on the tv like she lives here or something, but don't get me wrong I find it really cute, mabye if I play my card right she will be living here.

I go and sit next to her and put my arm around her, she leans in closer to kiss me, I can't pull away it's like there glued together it's wired, not the kiss but the fact that while I'm in a heated kiss with billie I can't stop thinking about how I'm gonna end it with alexa, it's gonna break her.

"Nope, nope, nope"

"Wha- what's wrong billie"

"We cant do this unless I know your gonna break up with alexa for sure, I'm not gonna give my self to you again"

I saw where she was coming from so I didn't argue, after all I didn't wanna make her mad

"Billie I understand and it's ok I love you"

"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU JUST SAY"

She yelled

"That I understand"

I said in a confused voice

"No that other part"

I knew she was excited about something but I still didn't know what she was talking about

"I said billie I understand and it's ok because I love yo-"

"That, that right there"

She says then kisses me and doesn't stop until I pulled away giveing her a really confused look

" Billie I thought you said you couldn't do this"

"That was before you said you loved me, I love you to and that's why I can't be in a relationship with you AND Alexa, I want you all to my self, and I mean all"

She says as she pulls me in for another kiss that I can't pull away from, her soft lips touching mine felt so right, but what I was about to do later that night was gonna be so wrong.

"Billie we need to stop"

I say as I gently pulled away from that heavenly kiss

"Did I do something worng what happened"

She said in a concerned voice

"No but I have to break up with alexa tonight remember, and she's about to be home in like five minutes"

I say.

"Oh shit I gotta go see you tommorow"

She says as she give me a kiss and heads out the door, I here her car start up and leave the driveway, time passes by as I here another car pull up, and keys in the door.

"Hiii baby",

I hear a soft voice enter the room, and I look up

"Hi what's all this in a good mood stuff for"

"Nothing just relax"

She says trying to erase it from my mind

"Ok well I have something to tell you and you need to listen ok"

I say trying to hide the cracks in my voice.

"Oh good because I have something to tell you to"

Well the only thing that would make this better is if she was cheating on me

"Ok you got first"

"Ok"

She says in a happy voice

"I don't know how to tell you oh my God"

"Come on sit it out"

I say impatiently

"Ok well, IM PREGNANT"

Do y'all think billie is gonna be happy about this or...