Motives

Prolouge

"How could you do this to me Christian!" I shouted furiously. "My brother Chris?! My brother ?!" Christian slowly looked up at me with a blank expression written on his face "it had to be done , He was starting to take over my territory I couldn't have that shit ." I scoffed "fuck you and your territory, get the fuck out of my house !" I spat harshly .

"J that's how shit goes in the streets . Niggas get murked for taking shit that don't belong to them." Christian said while putting on his shoes , a wave of anger came over me my fist connected with his jaw . I hate him for making me fall in love with him, I hate him for lying to me , I hate him for cheating on me and I decided to stay with him and put up with his bullshit . There was no coming back from this ,not this time. I can't trust him.

"Aye J chill the fuck out man!" I felt his hands wrap around my neck he slammed me down on the bed breathing hard as ever "the fuck is wrong with you? cut that shit out ." He yelled His eyes were dark , his skin was red as a tomato, he was pissed . At this moment I didn't care I just wanted him out my house and out my life . I used all the strength I had to push him off of me he didn't budge

"Christian I told you to get the hell out why are you still here ? Get the fuck out before I call the police on you now!" I screamed . Tears were flowing down my face, my throat was becoming soar from all the yelling I was doing . He smacked his lips and mumbled something under his breath  a few moments later I heard the door slam .

I instantly broke down into more tears how could he do this to me? My family ? He was the reason behind my mother's broken heart . How could I be so stupid to fall in love with someone who was responsible for my brothers death .