When I wake up I'm sure I'll be alive.
When I wake up, I'm sure everyone will see me.
I wake up.
Looking through my clothes I am disapointed to see they are all just a little two big.
Loose leopard print t-shirt, loose black skinny jeans, netted fingerless gloves to my elbows, black vans.
Nathalia grins wryly as I enter the upstairs kitchen, we eat every meal in this kitchen, Mother sits in the downstairs one whenever she's not with a man, she just sits there, silently smoking.
All of my sisters clothes fit her perfectly, I can't help but admire her long golden curls, large amber eyes, slight tan and tall curvy figure, as opposed to my dead straight corn silk blonde hair, large pale gray eyes, pale skin and small too thin figure.
'Want some breakfast?' asked Nathalia 'I can make bacon and eggs' she's sitting on the bench, a bowl of cereal in one hand, spoon in the other.
I think about eating, immidiately I feel sick, I wince and Nathalia sees it 'then at least take some lunch to school, or come home for lunch'.
'I'll take food with me' I know I won't eat it, but I can try, can't I?
Nathalia walks over to the cupboards, she roots through them then comes back over to me with a container in her hand, I accept it gratefully, Nathalia always keeps lunches packed in the cupboard but I can never remember where in the cupboards they are.
'thanks' I smiled 'I'll put it in my bag now' I quickly retreived my fairy messanger bag and stuffed the container in, it just barely fit.
Nathalia walked in just as I slung my bag over my shoulder 'your leaving now? it's raining' she frowned at me 'I'll give you a lift to school'.
'thanks'
SCHOOL
'LIGHT!' a tall thin brunette by the name of Aliss was throwing herself at me, her green eyes glittered as her arms wrapped around my waist and she spun me around 'you've lost more weight!' she laughed 'your so tiny!'.
Aliss loved picking me up, she was endlessly amazed at how small I was.
'put me down!' I yelped as I was flung over her shoulder 'I feel sick!'.
Sighing, Aliss sat me on my feet 'but your so tiny' she pouted.
I rolled my eyes 'you've already mentioned, today, yesterday and the day before that'.
'No' Aliss shook her head 'yesterday was Sunday so I was in bed for the entire day'.
'You texted me, saying I'm tiny'.
Aliss smirked 'opps, you weren't meant to get that'.
I stared for a moment then understanding dawned 'oh...'.
We linked arms and walked the rest of the way to class, I was nearly choking on laughter by the time we arrived to class.
