i still remember third of December me in your sweater, you said it looked better on me, than it did you
"yah, ryeong, take my sweater, I think it'll look nice on you!" ryujin yelled, throwing her beige coloured knit sweater from her closet to chaeryeong. the younger girl thanked her. "you look great," ryujin said, scanning chaeryeong up and down once she had put it on. the latter flushed red, causing ryujin to laugh.
only if you knew how much i liked you, but i watch your eyes as she walks by
but before ryujin could compliment chaeryeong again, yeji ran up to them and wrapped her arms around ryujin's waist. "hey," she mumbled, lacing her fingers with ryujin's. chaeryeong looked away.
what a sight for sore eyes
ryujin smiled at yeji, her eyes shining as the older girl grinned back at her. "hello, sweetheart," ryujin whispered.
brighter than the blue sky, she's got you mesmerized
chaeryeong swallowed the lump in her throat.
while i die
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chaeryeong stared at the reflection of herself on the blank screen of her phone. beside her, ryujin and yeji were at it again. she didn't mind. she just hoped that they could engage in their flirting somewhere private. chaeryeong studied herself and scoffed lightly.
why would you ever kiss me? i'm not even half as pretty
"honey, take this, you seem cold. i don't want you getting sick just before christmas," chaeryeong turned her head and saw ryujin pulling the sweater she was wearing off, then making yeji put it on. the latter shot ryujin a heart warming smile before disappearing under the material of her sweater. chaeryeong noted that it was made from polyester, a far cry from the one that ryujin had offered her a few moment ago.
you gave her your sweater, it's just polyester but you like her better
chaeryeong forced herself to look away, focusing her attention on the snow outside the window. she flinched when she felt a pang in her heart.
wish I were her
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chaeryeong stood alone in the corner of the dimly lit room. all around her were people holding red cups filled with alcohol, talking loudly or dancing in the middle of the room. she looked around, feeling even worse when she spotted two familiar figures standing outside.
ryujin and yeji were standing in the snow, holding hands. then, ryujin pulled her hand away and put her arm around yeji's shoulder instead. the older girl told her a joke, causing yeji to laugh and face ryujin. they exchanged a few words before ryujin pouted and pointed to her lips. yeji shook her head playfully but ended up giving her girlfriend a kiss anyway. chaeryeong felt worse than ever.
watch as she stands with her holding your hand put your arm 'round her shoulder, now i'm getting colder but how could i hate her? she's such an angel
chaeryeong couldn't help but glare at yeji, all the hatred she felt from the older girl taking ryujin away from her came flooding in. who did she think she was, stealing ryujin's love and attention that was meant for her away? she chuckled, how could she call her the devil?
but then again, kinda wish she were dead
ryujin had returned. she looked around and finally spotted her best friend standing by the window, disappointment and hurt written all over her face. "ryeong, you alright?" she asked, trying her best to catch chaeryeong's eye.
"i-yeah, i'm fine," chaeryeong replied, a small smile grazing her features. ryujin nodded, still unsure if chaeryeong was really alright. she was about to ask again when yeji walked in. "she's gorgeous," ryujin mumbled, her eyes stuck on her girlfriend. chaeryeong pretended not to hear it and looked out, trying her very best to hold back the tears.
as she walks by, what a sight for sore, eyes brighter than a blue sky, she's got you mesmerized while I die
ryujin left in a hurry after patting chaeryeong's hand. she walked to yeji's side and casually placed a peck on the latter's cheek. "she's right. yeji is gorgeous," chaeryeong sighed sadly, her vision blurring as she made out yeji and ryujin kissing.
why would you ever kiss me? i'm not even half as pretty
chaeryeong blinked the tears away and caught sight of the sweater that ryujin gave yeji back at her place. "it's just polyester," she mumbled. "but you like her better,"
i wish i were her
"i really wish that i were her, hwang yeji, to be the person that ryujin loves so much," chaeryeong whispered.
at that moment, the crowd erupted into cheers, snapping chaeryeong out of dream. confused, she pushed through the crowd in an effort to see what was going on.
the sight before her left her speechless. ryujin was down on one knee, holding a small velvet box in her hand while yeji stood in front of her, her hands clasped over her mouth.
"would you?" ryujin asked with a charming smile.
yeji simply nodded, tears pouring out of her eyes. the crowd cheered again, even louder than before. ryujin stood up and yeji flung her arms around her.
chaeryeong dropped her cup. it was all over for her.
really wish i were hwang yeji.
a/n - thank you guys for 102 reads :))) stay safe and healthy where ever you live :)
