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[𝟷𝟸:𝟷𝟶 ᴀᴍ]

•ʏ/ɴ's ᴘᴏᴠ•

Tick Tock Tick the tickling sound of the unstoppable clock echoed throughout the whole living room. I sat there looking at the Tv in boredom as my mind was boiling up in fuming anger.

I was feeling tired with the daily drama that took place in my life that it became a distant dream for me to live my life in peace anymore. The fact that it wasn't anyone's fault but mine that had dragged me into a life I had never wished for, I lost the right to complain about whatever was taking place in my life. It was all on me.

The sudden ringing of doorbell made me stand up stand with my jaw clenched as I knew exactly who was behind the door. Stomping my way towards the main door, I unlocked and opened it effortlessly. There stood my drunk husband with the help of his hyung to keep him stable on his feet which he was incapable of at the moment. It would be least to say I was frustrated and tired of his behaviour but did I have the right to feel that way?

The answer was simple-

No.

•ᴇɴᴅ ᴏғ ᴘᴏᴠ•

Namjoon balanced Jungkook's drunken figure as he walked inside the apartment to drop him on the couch. Once he made sure Jungkook was fine he turned to face you and smiled apologetically which you returned back with a reassuring smile.

"I should get going"

Namjoon informed moving forward as he folded his hands together, his eyes glimmering with an apologetic look.

"Stay a bit, I'll make you some coffee"

You offered politely but Namjoon shook his head simply denying your request, knowing how tired you must be having to stay awake even after coming back from work.

"No it's okay, the guys are waiting in the car. I'll stop by some other time"

He said with a small smile and hearing his statement your heart clenched a little with the underlining pain that was stored in your heart forever. You nodded faking a smile as he said his goodbye and then left the place without another word leaving you and Jungkook alone in the huge and silent apartment.

You turned to face Jungkook who was sitting on the couch with a straight face, looking at you with burning eyes full of hatred. A small sigh left your mouth as you walked over to bring him to his bedroom.

"Come on Jungkook, let's get you to bed"

You tried you take his hand but he was quick to shove your hand away harshly. Biting on your lips you tried to hold him again yet he pushed you away again with an angry and hard glare set on your face.

"Don't touch me you bitch!"

He spat those his words in his slightly slurred tone, he looked intimidating and scary with his bloodshot red eyes and the intimidating look covering his face but gulping down your fear you moved forward again.

"Jungkook please don't make it difficult, I'm just trying to help"

You reasoned looking at him with pleading eyes but he only scoffed in return before chuckling, sarcasm dripped from his voice.

"Help hun? that's rich coming from you"

He mocked smirking at your fake concern.Without another word you put your arm around his to help him stand but this time he held you by your waist and harshly pulled you on top of him.

"What-"

Your words were left incomplete as he gave you a warning glare full of fury before speaking again with a stern tone.

"Didn't I tell you not to touch me?"

He husked with gritted teeth .The strong smell of alcohol coming from his mouth hit your nostrils making your face to scrunch up.

"Jungkook let g-"

"Why did you have to ruin my life huh?! Why?!. Why did you took everything away from me? What did I ever do to you?! Your whole existence disgusts me to the point where I just feeling like choking you to death you bitch! I hate you....I hate you so fucking much"

By the time he finished asking you the questions he had already asked you a thousands of time in his sober and non-sober mind, his voice cracked in the end. Tears castigated his doe innocent eyes making you look away from him in guilt.

"You took everything away from me"

His voice coming out as whisper as he tightened his grip around your waist before burying his head in the crook of your neck, as his tears started wetting your soft and naked skin. You closed your eyes feeling your heart crunching up with the guilt of your past mistakes which bought the both of you into this situation, in a marriage of convenience.

"You took my Taehee away from me, you ruined our life and now you're enjoying every moment and every bit of my sufferings,aren't you?"

He mumbled against your skin as shivers ran down your spine making you slightly shudder into the feeling.

"I miss her so much and she wouldn't even look at me, she hates me and it's all because of you. I hate you, I hate you with every ounce of my being and that shall never change."

He whimpered silently ranting to you and he slowly started losing his consciousness as sleepiness started taking over his body. When you felt his arms dropping from your body you took the chance to you stand and take his almost dozed off body to his bedroom with great difficulty, while mumbled inaudible words. Once you were successful in taking him to his bed, you covered his tired figure with a duvet before walking out of his to make your way to your own room.

It was ironic how every night Jungkook would come home drunk and cry in the arms of the person who was the sole reason behind all his pain and sufferings. Someone who ruined his life with no mercy and dragged the poor soul into a mess he never imagined his life to be.

Jungkook hated you and he had every reason to.

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I will always end up making Jungkook the first lead and Taehyung the second of my stories 🤷🏻‍♀️

Until next time~