bodyguard (book 2)

Chapter 1

Luke's PoV
It has now been one month since Darcy passed away we have all been dealing with her passing differently as Ashton was the closest to her he had been affected the most to the fans and cameras we seem fine but when the cameras go and we are alone there are no smiles no giggles from Ashton she was part of the family no matter how much we try to move on in life we just can't she is always in out thoughts and dreams especially Callum he has the most nightmares sometimes I can hear him crying in his sleep and in the middle of the night he normally wakes up screaming and Michael well he's just not the same bubbly person he used to be as soon as it's just us again he doesn't speak and the only time he does is when we are Woking on our album and well me you could say I'm the same as Michael the only difference is I try to talk but when I do the words sometimes just don't come out its like I have so much on my mind about her and the boys and of course our safety I mean yeah I know what your thinking agent 3 told you the threat was gone but I'm still scared I think I'm feeling this way because when we had Darcy we were under protection now we have no one on the positive side we have started our tour with the 1d boys