Entitled

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I finished my shift and went straight home as I knew my mom would moan if I get home to late plus I don't like to be down stairs when she throws her party's everyone gets drunk and drugged up to be honest I don't have problems with drugs I just would never take them personally I watched what they have done to my mom I like to think thats the reason she behaves the way she dose.  I went straight to sleep.

A week later :

Charles point of view:

since me and John went to the little restaurant I had someone watch the waitress I just want to know she is  safe she was nice and to be honest I haven't been able to get her out of my head maybe it was her food.something about her drew me in I didn't need distracting im very busy.  I get two updates a day about the lady her names holly she's about to turn 19 and goes straight from work to home. 

"boss the shipment came in fine and the payment however you are expected to attend the business meeting next week to re new some contracts" 

"thank you dan I know it will be a busy week you are dismissed for the night"

Hollys point of view "

The past week has been stressful at work we have been very busy I'm just happy that business is looking up. my mom hasn't been home yet its been a week I would be worried but I know she will turn up eventually I'm starting to get a bad felling in the pit of my stomach I choose to ignore it and go to bed. 

I woke up to loud  noises I knew my mom was back  by the sounds of it she's locked out I walk down stairs and let her in I'm not looking for any drama I need sleep I have work in three hours.

"why am I locked out of my own house"

"your house how do you pay for this house ow this right with my money and you were gone a whole week" I scuffed  I was tried there's no point in sugar coating thing's I went to walk up the stairs and she grabbed my arm 

"I'm your mother don't you ever disrespect me do you understand I'm the adult I can do as I please, your a child your not an adult yet especially not under my roof". pulling my arm away she came in my face "understood holly"

"some parent you are your so high right now I bet you haven't even noticed the blood dripping down your nose and the coke all over your face your a disgrace" 

when she came in my face I finally seen her for the mess she is she needs help she's a mess but you can't help those that don't want to be helped.

I was taken out go my thoughts when her hand smacked my face I was done I had enough of this treatment 

"now move out of my way before I hit your bitch ass again your a mess holly none ones every gonna love you you need to learn how to live a little and not be so up tight" 

Trust my mom to hit me and then say no one will love me maybes she's right but the one thing I knew was Im getting out of here now I'm leaving I cannot deal with the emotionally abuse anymore. I went up stairs in my room looking at everything iv ever know I packed all my belongs I had two suit cases full and my bag full of money my cards and the little things I needed the rest could be used and kept by my mom I just needed out and I knew for a fact I would never come back. with out me she won't be able to pay the bills or anything however she's crossed a line its not my problem now.

" Sarah I'm leaving I'm not coming back so enjoy your life like you never had a child god knows you've done that already good luck paying the bills I never want to see you again have a nice life enjoy the booze and drugs I'm out of this shit whole. "

" you leave your never welcome back holly"

" no shit "

with that I left I took my phone out and read the time it read six thirty seven there's no point in sleeping so I walked to a hotel its only twenty minutes down the road and five minutes from work.

"can I have a room please"

"yes how many days are you planning on staying miss"

"three night please"

"room 74, floor five"

"thank you" I smiled at least the reception  lady was nice.