As I was siting in class my mind was somewhere else, but my body was here. I kept thinking about my future. Questions kept coming into my mind that I had no answers for. I was thinking about how most of my friends would get scholarships and I probably wouldn't plus they would get accepted to great colleges. I wondered was it okay for me to be jealous of my friends, or that I couldn't help but think that in a year or so we are all heading our own ways.
I finally heard the bell ring and I was so thankful because math was boring. I was never one of those people that went to their locker before going to class. I honestly didn't even know where my locker was because I didn't even need it well some people went to theirs right after every class. I saw my best friend that I haven't seen in awhile because were both busy, she ran to me and gave me a hug "how are you"? I am good. And then she started talking about track practice and how I should come join it. I wasn't very athletic, so I laughed at that.
"Hey are you going to the party this weekend?" No I can't have to much homework, and of course I was lying again to my best friend because I wasn't really into parties it just wasn't my thing. In the other hand Hana was crazy for parties she never missed a single party in town. And of course she was one of the cool kids, I wondered how we became practically like sisters even though we're so different. She said "OK your always busy so it doesn't matter."
Finally school was over until next week, I was about to walk home but then James one of old day friend called my name "do you want a ride?" Yeah sure. I got in his car it was a BMW it looked super cool. "So long time what happened to you these days?" Nothing happened I have been here you are the one that has been missing, you barley come to school anymore. "It's my senior what do you expect I am obviously not gonna show up for school, and besides I only missed a couple of days." I feel like you missed more though. After I said that I felt really awkward,but he didn't even notice. "Are you going to the party?" No I don't feel like going to a party. "Why not?" Because I have homework and I'm really tired. "But it's a Friday." Yeah so Friday is like any other day. "Come on! It is going to be super fun and I will come and pick you up." No I can't I have a lot of things I need to get done, but thanks and no thanks. "Okay if you say so enjoy your boring Friday night." Will do! Thanks for the ride though. "Yeah sure no problem." Are eyes connected for a second then I just got my bag and smiled, he didn't move until he saw that I was inside my house.
I walked in and I saw my mom sitting at the kitchen table and she looked as though she has been crying for awhile. I asked her what was wrong and she said "the movie I was watching it made me cry." Mom! Seriously you scared me I thought something else was wrong, my heart dropped for a minute there. "Sorry sweetie." It's okay mom. "How was school? It was good and boring to. "It will become fun, and it's school it should be like that not everything is fun in the real world." Okay I heard that many times and everything should be fun.
I went upstairs and thought maybe my mom was not telling me the truth because if she was watching a movie why wasn't she siting in front of the television. Even though me and my mom were super close I felt sometimes she hides things from me to protect me which irritates me. I deserve to know the truth doesn't matter if its good or bad. My mom was very understanding, and I am proud to say I never got grounded in my entire life that I lived. I guess I have never been a bad kid. I wanted to sleep, but I also felt like calling Emily my neighbor who was also one of my friends. I got the phone and called her it rang for a few secondsu till she answered "Hi!" Hey do you want to come over and watch some movies? "Yeah sure, right after James leaves." What? "I can't hear you speak up." Nothing.. Never mind. "Okay." She hanged up and I held on to the phone a little bit longer. I was shocked because when did James hang out with Emily and not tell me. I was mad and jealous, I felt like I cared for him a lot. I also felt like canceling my plans with Emily after all she did betray me in a way.
As I was setting up for the movie there was a knock at the door and I opened it, it was Emily. "Sorry I am late, James took so long to leave and I didn't know what to wear." It'a okay and it looks like your kind of overdressed for the occasion, were just staying at my place and watching movies. "Really I totally forgot." It's okay you can borrow some of my pajamas. "Thanks." She went upstairs and I went to the kitchen got chips, cookie, ice cream, and pop corn. I sat down and waited for her, she finally came downstairs. Took you long enough. "Yeah, let's start the movie I have to go home early because James is coming over my house." Really? When did you and James become buddies, or is he your boyfriend? "No silly were just close friends even though he is hot and that I would date him any day." You should just kick her out of your house doesn't she know I like him, what a brat (saying this inside my head). "Are you okay you still didn't put on a movie." Yeah I am fine or will be.
She left before the movie even ended. I was pissed at James I didn't know why though, and Emily too. They would make a perfect couple, but I don't want them to be the perfect couple. He should be mine we had known each other since we were little kids, which was weird that I had a crush on him.
