Resistance

come thru marv.

•4:00 am•

• Me and Amina's apartment•

Me and Mina are home, watching Netflix and weed brownies and ice cream. I get a text message from Marvin and it kinda made me smile.

Marv: Aye wassup G, I Wanna finished what we started at the club an hour ago. P.S: Ima leave more marks on you ; )

My panties start to get wet so I responded so quick.

Me: Come thru marv, I got some tricks up my sleeve for you baby, but i actually wanna talk to you seriously tho.

Marv: Ight . I'll be over in 5

I put my phone down and I went to take a nice hot shower. I did my hygiene and walked inside of the bedroom. I let my hair air dry and I grabbed some black sweats, a XO official sweatshirt and some HUF socks to walk around in. By the time I got dressed, it was a knock at the door.

"Amina answer that for me please I'm kinda not ready yet" I yelled from the room, she let Marvin in and he came to the bedroom where I was.

"Wassup G, you wanted to talk?" He said as he sat down in my bed. I turn away from the vanity to face him. I took a deep breath and began to speak while avoiding that lump in my throat.

"Listen, marv we can't continue to be like this. I can't allow you to make me feel like I'm your girlfriend again and you know that we broke up for a reason, you couldn't keep that thing in your pants and it was always in some other chick" I said as tears started to form, he moved closer to me and he rubbed my back and he kissed my cheek.

"i mean, gina i love you with everything I have, and you know that I'm sorry for cheating on you with Tanya, you know that was a mistake." He replied while holding me tighter, I loosened from his grip and I stood in front of him. And there I stood, a puffy red eyed girl who's been allowing a former love break her down and allow him to persuade her easily.

"Marvin I think its best if we not have sexual contact anymore or for a while". I said as I moved my hair from my eyes. I walked him to the door and he turned around and gave me a long kissed that symbolized this is the last time we're doing this. He walked out of the door and out of my heart...for good. I walked into my sister's bedroom and she held me while the tears began to overflow and spill on her shirt.

"Its okay baby girl, its okay" Amina said in a soothing way. I just feel so stupid for letting him persuade me so easily and try to make me fall in love again. I think its best to stay away from him for a while.