Because of that STUPID FIRST KISS

Chapter 6: Her First Love

[shane’s POV]

Right after I got home I immediately checked my fb and skype account…

“ hello wifey!! Message me kapag nakauwi ka na okay? I’m gonna tell u somethin’”

kyaaaaaaaah!!! Ano naman kaya sasabihin nya? Na uuwi na sya? *Q* omo.. SANA!

Well ehem.. > u < may boyfriend ako!

Yun nga lang LDR, sad nuh? Ha ha ha

bago kasi kame grumaduate ng highschool dun lang din sya umamin, eh sa matagal na din naman akong may HD sa kanya kaya ayun XD wala ng keme!! Sagot agad! Kaso …. Sa states daw sya mag-aaral, yun daw kasi gusto ng daddy nya. Huhuhu kala ko mauudlot na yung forever namin agad, eh di pa nga nagsisimula pero sabi nya he’ll give his best daw to make the relationship work kahit malayo sya, na he’ll go back here after his graduation to marry me…

Oh well, back to reality, wait! Nakalimutan ko ng magreply xD kayo kasi eh!

[SKYPECONVO]

Me: hubby!! I’m hooooome!

Him: oh, glad to reached home safe

Me: naman! Kelangan ko talagang mag-ingat! Papakasalan mo pa kaya ako hahahaha,

Me: oh before I forgot, ano nga pala yung sasabihin mo?

Him: uh… hmmm… that? It’s nothing, nevermind that.

Me: oh com’on, spill it hubby D: I’ll listen.

Him: uhm..

Me: =3= I’m waiting…. (tsk, daanin nga natin sa pagpapacute xD alam ko di ako cute!! Maganda kasi ako hahaha)

Him: Lindsey …. (dang! I’m having a bad feeling about it, he usually calls me wifey or shay)

Me: what is it?

Him: I don’t ….. I don’t wanna continue…

Me: W-what?! (baka kasi nagkamali lang ako ng dinig ha ha ha )

Him: I don’t feel like going all through the trouble just to go back there…

Me: oh….

Me: …w-why?

Him: alam mo at alam kong it’s going rough for months now, it’s going nowhere

Me: r-right.. .. okay.

*signs out*

Shit! I’m pretty much aware of the situation, alam kong di ganun kaganda yung takbo ng relationship naming pero… Ha ha ha ha, really? Fvck these tears just won’t stop falling! Traitor! Dammit! … alam kong nahihirapan sya!! Ako din naman ah!! Seeing bunches of lovebirds having their lovey dovey moments?! The feelings were killing me; I’m so envious that I just always end up encouraging myself that we’ll have that too someday! I’ve been so loyal and faithful to him! I made him my world which I guess I shouldn’t have done. How funny….   I can literally feel my heart crushing…. He WAS just….. my first love…. now.

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