Hallucinations For The Lonely

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Every now and then I wonder if the world outside of my brain is real

The cold air I put thick clothes on for, the bed I lay in, the idea of a systematic world

Classes-rich/poor, famous/incognito

Is this all in my head so that I don't have to accept that I'm alone in the world?

Are all these people my imaginary friends?

I would be called crazy for questioning this, but I'd feel even crazier for not questioning it

Besides, who decides what is crazy in a world I created?

A world inhabited by people that only exist in my mind?

Who are they to call me crazy?

They are no one

I am the only one

Making up religions to feel hope

Creating religions to oppose these religions just so nothing would be off-balanced

Am I playing dress up?

Imagining myself in clothes designed by some person in the back of mind

Eating food that isn't there

Loving people I have created out of boredom

What is this?

Who are you all?

Me, making myself believe that there are child geniuses out there smarter than me just fulfill the image of a realistic world instead of accepting that I already hold all of the knowledge that was written in the textbooks I use to study for tests

My favorite tv show

Is it just apart of my mind?

Is it there to keep me occupied?

Did I create this?

Making it all seem so real until it all becomes so real

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