Loving someone dangerous~(binsung)

Cut

°^Changbin^°

I cried for a bit more and then kept thinking about things.

I felt my face and it was super hot. Maybe hongjoong was right. No one will ever want me. Ugh. I'm so pathetic. It was just one little kiss for 5 seconds changbin. And now what? You're in love or something? I grab my hair in frustration.

"Ugh. I have to go to the restroom." I quickly sneak inside the bathroom, making sure no one could see me.

I do my business and go to wash my hands. I was drying my hands and then i saw a razor next to the sink. I grabbed it and put it in my wrist. I don't know what came over me but then i started dragging it across my wrist. I felt blood drip down my arm and quickly start to freak out.

I wash the razor in the sink and start grabbing toilet paper to clean my arm and the floor. I put my cut wrist in the water and start washing the blood away. I finish and grab paper to put it around my wrist.

I pull down my sleeve so no one could the paper and head out of the restroom. I tried to sneak back to my room but was stopped by jisung.

"Can we talk?"

"S-sorry i can't right now." I said and turned away but he grabbed my wrist making me wince. He pushed me to a wall holding my wrists together. It hurt so bad.

"Let me talk."

"J-jisung let go. I-it hurts." I said but he didn't listen.

"Please. Just let me talk." He said pressing my wrists even harder. I felt myself go dizzy.

"J-jisung please let go." Was the last thing i said before I saw darkness surrounding me.

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9/28/20