Swede Style | FaZe Teeqo Gay Fanfic [ SMUT WARNING ⚠️ ]

The night out.

Jayden PoV

As I sit down in Blazes car he passes me the aux cord "put whatever you want on man." Ok. But what if he thinks I hate his music. "Ok well then, I think you know what this song is haha" I say nervously.

We wanna baaaall and get loose, something that she like to do.
We wanna baaaall and get loose,
Something that she wanna do.

We both sit here singing the song and I feel so much better after being able to calm. "Get out bro." I didn't even realise we stopped and that Lucas was opening my door. "Sure thing man." I say whilst stepping out of the car. We are on top of a hill and the sun is setting. "I come here all of the time when I need to clear my head. I think we can talk a loud here with no bother." Why is he so nice to me? "Ok..." I stammer. "So do you have feelings for teeqo." Uhm shit. "I'm embarrassed to say this but yeah, ever since I was 19..." he smiles, a sweet innocent smile. "Ok, so do you think that teeqo likes you back?" "I mean he did try to kiss me so I'd say maybe?" He puts on his thinking face and nods. "Ok so here's my thesis, maybe Teeqo AND Adapt have a crush on you." They what?!!? "Maybe." suddenly my phone blows up

J Jakob
Ja Jayden

J - Hey where are you?
Ja - I'm on the cliff close to the house, trying to clear my head, wanna come?
J - Need to tell you something but sure, be about 5 minutes.
Ja - Can't wait to see you.
Also how did you get my number hahah
- read 21:15

I look up and smile. "Hey Lucas, Taco is coming up here and he needs to tell me something, but can you stay up here until he arrives please?" He nods his head in approval. "Sure thing bro." Suddenly we hear a high pitched laugh and my face stings. "CREAM PIED!" Teeqo yells. Lucas laughs. "Sorry bro gotta run" he says getting up. "Hey Lucas" I say. "Turning around to face me was his first mistake. "Ye—" I slap him in the face with cream. Teeqo laughs his ass off. "Come on Jay we gotta run." Jay. Jay. Any thing other than Jay, especially after. Gabriel. I can't really take that name any more. I sigh and look down at my feet. "If you can hear me Gabriel, I'm sorry, I'm truly sorry. But I can't live my life with you in my mind. I love you and I'll keep you in my heart. But I must move on." "Who are you talking to, who's Gabriel?" Jakob and Lucas ask. Fuck I didn't mean to say that out loud.

TRIGGER WARNING

"He is. Was. My ex." I say, and my eyes sting, threatening to release the tears needing to flow. "I'm so sorry, but did you guys break up?" Lucas asks, shaking my head and my breaths are ragged, I answer honestly. "No, I killed him." They look at me with disbelief. "What do you mean!" Jakob shouts. "I was depressed when I was 16 and we were dating on and off for about 2 years. One day he come home and saw me take drugs that I thought would help cope with the depression and anxiety. He was my first actual life and I killed him because I wouldn't stop. He said it was me or the drugs. I chose the drugs. He.... he killed himself shortly after. IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME GOD DAMN IT! IM THE REASON HES DEAD!" I start crying uncontrollably and my weak knees buckle. But the weak cliff face decided that it can't take anymore and begins to crumble underneath my feet. I'm too weak to move.

Jakob PoV.

He sits there defeated and I feel broken, this young man who has never actually experienced love had his first partner killing them self. That's horrible, and I feel shit because I can't do anything to help him. I love him, I really do but I just don't know how I can help him. I look up and Jayden is slowly going downhill. "Jayden!" I yell and I jump at him. Grabbing his hand I flung him as close to Lucas as possible. "Hold him and don't let him go!" I yell. The rock face is slowly slipping underneath me. I look down to see the stalagcites glaring at me hungrily. Suddenly I'm wrenched backwards by an incredible strength and into someone's arms. "Please don't leave me teeqo." He says, I look up to see Jayden looking at me with tears in his eyes. "Please. Please please don't leave me, I can't lose another guy I care about." His cheek becomes a stream of tears. I wipe them away with my thumb. "I won't." Is all I say before I reach up and kiss his lips.

TRIGGER ENDED.

Jayden PoV

His lips collide with mine and they're so soft I get lost in a trance. His beautiful face is mine, I've always wanted this. I fall backwards and lay him on top of me whilst Jacob continues to kiss me. I bite his lower lip very softly asking for entrance, and he parts his teeth so I can enter, I allow my tongue to explore his mouth, it's so warm and nice. "Please get a room guys." Lucas says whilst laughing. "I can't I got kicked out of mine." Jakob says pulling away. "And I never belonged here to be honest." I say. Jakob whips his head around to me and lightly bites my shoulder. "Bullshit." He says. "You're here with me because you deserve to be here. Don't let Alex tell you different." I smile weakly. "Every time you say your nothing, or not worth it, or worthless or anything like that I'll bite you lightly. Just to remind you that we belong to each other and for that you deserve to be here." Jakob says. "Alright guys, Tommy wants to talk with all of us so you may as well become brofriends and then we can leave" Lucas says. "Jakob, will you—" His lips smash into mine stopping me from talking. "You're crazy of you think I'm gonna say no." He laughs. GOD DAMN IT HES SO ADORABLE.

- Time Skip to the House.-

Thomas PoV

"It was brought to my attention that Teeqo has a massive fanboy. Also Jayden why were you even here?" I ask calmly. I'm actually pissed at Alex. He has no idea what it's like so he needs to realise what he has done wrong. "I'm here because Alissa Violet asked me to come." Jayden says. " I was told that, wanted to confirm." I say. "And teeqo?" God do I have to prompt him everytime? "Uhm. Yeah he's a mega fanboy. He's watched all of my videos.  Also he's now my boyfriend and wants to move in with me." He says matter of factly. "Jayden?" I prompt. Again. "Yeah, and I'm also going to try out for FaZe because banks said I could. He said it was a 3 v 3 on Rust. Intervention only." I smile, so he does listen. "Ok, and who have you got currently?" I ask, curiously. His smile fades instantly. "No one but me at the moment." He looks defeated. I'll have to work on that with him. "How about me and Jakob" I say. Jakob smiles. "Easy. Peasy. CAAAAKE!" They yell at the same time. I chuckle to myself. Then suddenly Jakob leans in and kisses Jayden. Well damn. "Boyfriends till the end hah." I say before I walk out.