Letting Him Save Me || ✎

Chapter 16

Smut warning

Clayton

I retreat out of the library as fast as my legs can carry me.

That was too fast. I'm gonna scare her away at this rate, I have to pull back. That library has homed two moments that were almost too intimate for me to hold back. I must avoid that library, at least until our relationship develops more.

As soon as I slam my bathroom door behind me, I let out a frustrated scream.

Her perky tits poking through her tiny tank-top run through my mind over and over again. Her legs, long and lean, dance around my thoughts. I close my eyes and let out a frustrated groan. The image of her ass in those shorts as she walked run laps around my mind and lets my imagination roam free.

I rip my clothes from the day off my body and jump in the shower as fast as humanly possible. I let the cold water shock my body to let my mind gather control once more.

Once I feel that I'm thinking clearly again, I hop out of the shower and wrap a towel around my torso. Ignoring the water that drops off my body and onto the granite flooring, I make my way to my closet for the second time today and grab a pair of underwear and plaid pajama bottoms.

I head into my office to analyze monthly sales to get my mind off a certain brunette girl living downstairs.

I mindlessly flick through papers, and run numbers but my thoughts stay surrounded by Stella Garbor, as I knew they would. I do my best to stay focused on anything but her but it's impossible.

My hands, they search her out. My eyes, look for her in the little details around me. My body, is pulled towards her and my heart, yearns for her. Everything I do now is for Stella. Everything.

I pull my laptop from my briefcase that laid on the side of my desk and open it up to find the photos my men took of Stella the first day I saw her at the orphanage. I gaze at the image on my screen noticing every little detail about her. From the chipped nail polish on her fingertips, to the hair that falls to the middle of her back, and her bottom lip that is held by her teeth. Something I've seen she does when she's nervous.

I think back on the dinner just hours ago and recall the amount of times she took her bottom lip between her teeth and my bottoms feel tighter with my growing erection. I think of the way she looked up at me through her lashes with those doe eyes that held so many memories and I picture her looking up from under me in my bed and I throw my head back at the thought. I pull my erection out of my boxers and start rubbing my length at the memory of the petite girl just below me.

I quicken my pace as I remember my arm pulling her closer to my body on the couch, along with the feel of her in my arms. The thoughts swirl around my head and I can feel my body tense as my orgasm comes like a wave and I moan as my juices squirt all over my pants.

I sit in my chair panting, coming down from my high before grabbing a tissue from the box on my desk and wipe off as much evidence as I can before I throw my bottoms and boxers off, throwing them somewhere towards the door. I stand from my chair and walk over to the wall of windows and watch the night life below me roar as I let the serotonin from my orgasm allow me to enjoy the moment of peace without thoughts of work or laws tear at my conscience.

I enjoy the tranquility before thoughts of Stella plague my mind once more, but I don't mind. I turn on my heel and head to my room for a fresh pair of boxers and bottoms before turning towards the elevator and entering it.

Before I have a chance to change my mind I press the button that leads to the person my thoughts swarm. The elevator doors open and the penthouse is dark and silent, I'm grateful for the unattended space as I turn the corner down the hallway and halt outside her door.

I hold my breath as I listen for any movement.

I rest my hand on the knob of the door thinking of the consequences, but the desire to see her is far outweighs any trouble I could get in.

I turn the door knob and push the door open.

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Hi everyone! Sorry for taking so long to update and the cliffhanger, I promise not to leave you hanging too much this time I'll try to update in the next few days!