Mahal Kita, Mahal Mo Ba Ako?

Anim

POV: Elizabeth Dela Cruz

Grade 9 na tayo this year.
"We're in 9th grade this year."

Quarantine na. Hindi lamang natin nacelebrate yung birthday mo nung March.
"It is now quarantine. We didn't even get to celebrate your birthday at March."

Pero, hinintay ko pa talaga maging 12 AM para matext ka ng mahaba kong message para sa iyo.
"But, I waited until 12 AM to chat you a long message dedicated only for you."

Mga ilang months nakalipas, 'di tayo nagusap dahil sa quarantine.
"Many months passed by, we didn't talk to each other."

Alam mo ba na hinintay ko yung bati mo sa akin nung birthday ko? Binati mo ako mga one hour before matapos yung birthday ko.
"You know that I waited for your message because it was my birthday? You greeted me one hour before my birthday ends."

Mga August na ulit tayo nagusap. Dahil malapit na pasukan noon.
"We started talking again at August, because the online school is nearing."

Nagkaroon tayo ng mahabang video call for the first time, namiss ko na marinig boses mo..
"We had a long video call for the first time, I do miss hearing your voice.."

Alam mo ba na nagaalinlangan pa ako dahil may gusto akong itanong sa'yo.
"You know, I was hesitant because of the question I was going to ask you."

Elizabeth
Aceeeeee.

Ace
Yaaaassss?

Elizabeth
Hi. ^~^ I have an idea. XDD

Ace
Wuzzit?

Elizabeth
Let's make our OC marry each other, or just date.

Ace
Lmao bold of you to assume I have an oc XDD

Elizabeth
Then you draw yourself, I draw myself.

Ace
Okieeee XD
Our online wedding. XDD

Elizabeth
Our wedding is now online. XDDDD

Kapag naguusap tayo, feeling ko mas lalo pa kitang nagugustuhan.
"Every time we chat, I feel like I am falling in love with you more."

Posible pala na kiligin pa ako sa lahat ng sinasabi mo.
"It's possible that I always blush with everything you say to me."

Gustong gusto ko kapag tinatawag mo ako ng 'babe', 'bebi', 'baby', at marami pa.
"I really like it when you call me 'babe', 'bebi', 'baby', and almost everything."

Pero, worried ako sayo kasi kapag nagchachat tayo, nalalaman ko na onting oras ka lang natutulog. Like, you need some sleep.
"But I'm worried about you when we chat, because I know that your time of sleep is messed up. Like, you need some sleep."

Alam mo ba na inisip ko tayong dalawa nung binasa ko yung maikling story ni ate.
"Did you know that I thought of us when I read a short story my sister made."

Storya yun ng isang babae na feeling niya na may kulang sa kanya, tapos pinakasal siya sa lalaki. Pero naglayas siya at pumunta sa babae niyang kaibigan. Ginawa niya yung mga bagay na 'di niya magawa dati. Yung dalawang babae naging sila.
"It's a story about a girl who feels like something is missing, then she was going to marry a man. But she ran away and went to her female best friend. She did everything she couldn't do back then. The two females ended up together."

Inisip ko nun, sana all kayang gawin yun. Ang brave niya, hindi katulad ako.
"I wondered, I am jealous that she could do all that. She's so brave, unlike me."

Sinubukan kong humingi ng tulong sa mga online friends ko, nalaman ko na yung sagot na hinahanap ko.
"I tried seeking for help to my online bsf, and I finally found the answer."

Mahal kita, mahal na mahal kita. Di ako mabubuhay kapag wala ka. Ikaw ang tumulong sa akin maging ako.
"I love you, I love you so much. I am not alive if it wasn't for you. You are the one who helped me to be me."

Lahat ng 'I love you' and 'I love you too' na chinachat ko sa iyo. Totoo yun.
"All of those 'I love you' and 'I love you too' that I always chat. I really mean it."

Mas lalo ako nafall sa iyo nung sinabi mo na 'Akin lang siya' kasi may nagpatanong kung may chance ba si M sa akin.
"I fell in love with you even more when you said 'She's only mine' because M made someone ask if he still has a chance."

Gusto kong tinatawag mo ako na sa iyo lang ako.
"I really like it when you claim that I am yours."

Kapag sa tingin mo na kinikilig talaga ako dahil sa iyo, totoo yun. Sabi mo pa nga na gusto mo makita yung mukha ko nun.
"When you think that I am blushing because of you, I really am. And you said you wanted to see my blushing face."

Miss ko na yung mga yakap mo.
"I miss your hugs."

Miss ko na yung paghawak mo sa kamay ko.
"I miss the way you hold my hand."

Miss ko na yung kabaliwan natin.
"I miss our craziness."

Miss ko na yung nakikita kang masaya.
"I miss seeing you so happy."

Miss ko na yung paghalik mo sa akin sa pisngi.
"I miss you kissing my cheeks."

Miss ko na marinig boses mo.
"I miss hearing your voice."

Miss ko na makita mukha mo.
"I miss seeing your face."

Miss ko na makasama ka.
"I miss being with you."

Miss ko na magulat dahil biglaan kang pumupunta.
"I miss being shocked when you visit."

Miss ko na lahat ng memories na nagawa natin.
"I miss all of the memories we made."

Miss na kita.
"I miss you."