Love Hurts

Chapter 2

Mark's POV

He is gone...

Has he left me?

I rolling my body and looked at the ceiling. My heart hurts. I wiped every tear which falling to my cheek. I close my eyes for a while.

I chose this

Is this right?

Am I happy?

I closed my eyes with my hands. I wiped the left tears then walking to the door. No one knocked but my heart told me to go there.

Does he send me flowers again?

I opened the door and shocked. In front of me, shocked flower delivery standing.

" I'm sorry, I want to knock your door. But, you already open the door" He said.

" It's okay".

" I want to delivery this flower" He added while giving me a bouquet of 5 red roses. " I'm very lucky today. Usually you never open the door".

" Thank you for delivery" I said then closed the door.

I hugged the bouquet tightly. I drown my head on it while closing my eyes.

P'Vee... Why are you doing this? My heart hurts more

What should I do?

I walked to the closet near the door and opened it. I was smiling while looking at the vase full of roses. I took the vase and brought it to my room. I put in the corner.

P'Vee... I never count the roses from you. If I add these new ones, how many roses will it be?

I putting the roses to the vase then stroking them.

Should I count these?

Are these have the meaning of it? Why five?

I sighed. I grab my phone and ordering dinner while stroking the roses. I am sitting while keep stroking the roses. Many questions popped up on my head but I focus on roses. Long after, someone knocked at my door and delivery my dinner. I paid him then eat my dinner.

While eating dinner, my mind still wanders to the roses. Keep glancing on it. I finished my dinner and washed the plate. Then I sat in front of the vase again.

" I think, it's better to keep you in here" I mumbled. " Your sender said he will leave me so the left one in here is you. Can I ask you something?" stroking the roses. " Does your sender left me? Do you have meaning?".

I sighed.

" I know I'm crazy but I don't know what your sender's mean".

I put my head on my knees, " If you can talk, maybe you can answer me".

I stood up then taking a bath. After that, I decided to sleep. I feel too tired.

In the next day, I woke up when the sky still dawn. I leaning my back on headboard then looking at the roses.

Does P'Vee still wait for me?

I sighed and decided to make hot chocolate. After that, I put the mug near the vase then leaning on the bed while strumming my guitar and feeling wind breeze from my opening balcony.

I'm strumming my guitar without a song. Just strumming any tones aimlessly. I don't know why but the tones calm me.

PING

I looked at my phone. There's a message and I opened it. Just from Kamphan who reminder about group assignment. I sighed. I disappointed. I thought the message from P'Vee. I drank my chocolate then put my guitar back and closed the balcony door. I decided to take a bath and buy sandwich later at the canteen.