I refuse to love you, to hate you
Don't make me wait to
Be with you
Whether that
Is by your side
Or by your grave,
Don't make me wait.
I will never hate you.
I will never love you.
But one day,
I will have to choose.
Choose between
Love or loathe.
My feelings are battling
World War III
All the while
You smile at me.
The way your smile
Lights up
The world.
But the things you did.
Still do.
Can never
Never
Be forgiven.
Never.
My inner conflict
Has been consuming me
For weeks.
Your eyes smile down at me
While you mouth grimaces.
Do you understand my conflict?
Could...
Could
You
Have
The same
Confliction?
Is it right for me to love you?
The balance that holds my emotions
Slowly tips in your favor
As I lean in,
Dagger in hand,
Just in case.
