Ecstasy || Euphoria HBO

Chapter 1

*italics in the middle alightment (like below) means rue is talking. italics on the regular alightment starting from the left side of the screen means a scene in a flashback.*

Eva was seen as an angel by everyone. Well almost everyone. Behind the fake smiles and expensive clothes, I knew Eva Jacobs wasn't the perfect doll her parents wanted her to be. She hadn't been for a while.

Eva skated around the rink over and over trying to get down a move. She groaned not being able to handle falling onto the ice anymore anymore. She skated off the rink, defeated. "I don't have the fucking energy for this."

She made her way out of the locker room and outside to the parking lot. Eva made her way home to take a shower before heading out to see Rue since she was back from rehab. She visited her once during the first week but wasn't able to drag herself out of bed at one point, and they didn't allow phones in rehab.

She stripped her clothes in the bathroom and looked at herself for a minute in the mirror causing her to tear up. She performed a body check from different angles.

Anyone else would be able to see
Eva is sickly. She went from a curvy, hot girl to a skinny, bony still hot girl. But she didn't see what everyone else saw.

Eva took a step into her shower and put the water on a hot temperature to heat herself up, because she was so cold.

Now I'm not saying Eva and I were or are the bestest friends in the whole wide world, that place was reserved for Cassie Howard in Eva's book, but we knew each other well. Well enough to know each other's drug of choice, and why we were so absolutely fucked up.

Eva finished covering up her dark circles with makeup and added blush to make it look like she wasn't a ghost. She changed into a white tennis skirt and a pink, long sleeved crop top and white air force shoes before making her way downstairs and out to her white jeep wrangler.

Rue

just finished getting ready.
picking you up now

ok i'm outside

She started doing drugs as a way to cope with the persona she lived with. But while I was stuck in the hellhole called rehab, something happened that Eva rarely spoke of. It made her go into a downward spiral using drugs, alcohol, and sex to drown out the world and not eating as a form of control.

"Bitch! Oh my gosh, I missed you so much," Eva said with a big smile hugging the taller girl. Rue noticed how much smaller she was but didn't say anything knowing that Eva somewhat struggled with eating couple of years ago."I missed you too, Eva," Rue said with a smile. "Okay, come on. Let's get to Fez's already," Eva declared dragging Rue to her car.

They chit chatted a little before they got to the store. Eva parked her car, and they got out.

The group of three including the girls and Fez were finally back together. "There's some new girl in town that I think you gonna be friends with," Fez told Rue. "Who?" "Shit, I don't know. She came in yesterday lookin' all Sailor Moon and shit. I'm thinking to myself, like, look like somebody Rue would get along with."

"So, how long you been back?" Fez asked. "Five days." "How are you feeling?" The long, brown haired teen asked her friend as she blew out the smoke from her vape. "I mean, ever since I gave my life over to my lord and savior Jesus Christ, things have been, like, really good."