Skinny Love

TRICIA

A/N:

I will make it to one-shot story. Sorry guys ;( but it will be the same characters and plot ×)

It will be a 3 part story.

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"Sabi ko naman kasi sa'yo. Hindi mapapagkatiwalaan yung kauri ko na yun eh." sagot niya sakin habang hinihimas ang likuran ko dahil kanina pa ako umiiyak.

"Hindi mo siya kauri Tris. Half-breed ka kaya." sagot ko naman sa kanya tapos suminghot nalang ako.

Pak!

Binatukan po ako ng bestfriend kong Bisexual. Yes, you heard me right! Isa po syang Bisexual. In other words, he likes girls but he also likes boys.

I didn't know how we became friends since college but I know for sure that he is like family to me.

"Tignan mo 'tong babaeng ito. Broken hearted ka na nga may gana ka pang mang-asar?" sabi nya with matinis na boses at tinitignan ako with disgust.

Lalo akong sumiksik sa gilid nya at umiyak.

"5 years Tris. 5 years. 5 years yun teh. Pero anong ginawa nung tarantadong yun? Sinayang nya. Pinagpalit ako sa malandi!" sigaw ko habang humahagulgol ako sa kanya.

"Tanga mo kasi Tricia." walang kagatol-gatol na sabi ni Tris sakin habang yakap yakap ako at pinapatahan ako.

"Alam ko...?" sagot ko sa kanya. Kung noon palang kasi nakinig na ako sa kanila nung unang beses na linoko ako ni Marco eh di sana walang heart broken ngayon. Hindi ako heart broken ngayon. Ang sakit sakit kasi. Pinagpalit nya ako sa katrabaho nyang 3 months palang nya nakikilala?

At makikita ko pa silang magkatabi sa kama NAMIN?!!

"Puta Tris, sa mismong kama ko pa sila makikita?!"

"Di ako puta huy." sagot sakin ni Tris at ibinaling ko sa kanya ang atensyon ko.

"Naman Tris. Seryoso kasi tayo. Nasasaktan bestfriend mo oh." paliwanag ko.

"Tanga tanga kasi' sinasabi habang inihaharap ako sa kanya 'shhhh. Let me speak first 'cause you need this. Kapag kasi linoloko ka na ng harap-harapan yun yung mga taong di na binibigyan ng second chances. Yun yung mga taong hindi worth it ang atensyon at pagmamahal ng mga taong nagmamahal sa kanila. Kaya Tricia be careful on your choice next time para di ka na mag-gaganyan sakin sa kalagitnaan ng madaling araw." he said then look at his wrist watch.

"Its 2:30 in the morning and yet you are crying here beside me." he wipes my tears.

"I'm sorry Tris if i've disturbed you again." I hug him securely.

"Thank you Tris." I said while hugging him.

"Marami pang darating Tricia and you're young. Get this over soon. But for the meantime let's go to sleep." he stand then hold my thighs in order for me not to fall then i hold his cheeks because i am in front of him brushing the tip of my nose to his.

"Welcome back to our apartment." he lastly said before i go to his shoulder blades then smell it. It feel so good to be back in his arms and our apartment again.

Tok Tok Tok!!!

Nagising ako sa maiingay na katok na nanggagaling sa kwarto namin ni Tris. Yes, NAMIN. Before, we live in this apartment TOGETHER.

Bumangon ako para buksan ang pintuan only to be surprised by Charlotte. Tris current girl toy, but don't worry he also has his own boy toy.

"What are you doing here?" i asked breezely. She examine me head-to-foot then glared at me.

She was about to say something when Tris half naked body got on my back, arms circled around my waist and he smelled me in my neck. That caught my breathe away.

The way his body radiate heat in my currently frozen body. Ugh! Why am i turned on so early in the morning?!! Tris' hands brings me back to reality.

"I thought.. you two... we're done, Tris." i said slowly with confidence. Uh--oh. Charlotte's eyes went back through me and Tris before dashing out of our apartment.

"Thank you. You are a life saver Tricia." he then carried me like a sack of rice then put me into the bed again. I was wearing his polo that goes in the middle of my thighs while his half naked glory was displayed in front of my very own eyes. It's 8 in the morning and his girl toy was already in his apartment?!!

"You need more sleep." he said while putting my head down in the pillow. He is looking directly to me and me looking back at him. When we first live together in this apartment i have no shame in flaunting myself in front of him and Tris to me too. But now? Why now? Of all time? In the morning? I am very conscious of his half naked body. Just what is happening to me?

I closed my eyes for a second. Shrug this lustful feeling. Shrug! Go away! Tris is my bestfriend!!!

I opened my eyes only to find that Tris leaned closer to me and his lips is one inch away from mine.

So tempting...

I got up then look at the ceiling. What the fuuck is happening to me?!!

But still shit happens...

Tris tried to put me in his lap and I am feeling that he's turned on their. Ugh!!! Why is it in the morning guys? Any comment?

"What's happening? You're acting weird." he said cupping my cheeks.

"I don't know Tris. Its just that..."

"What?"

"That..."

"What that?"

"I am feeling your.. Ano...." then I looked between his legs.

He throw me out him then stand out of the bed. Hands on the back of his head and looking at me with a shy face.

I laugh. He laugh too. We both laugh.

"I'm sorry." he said while smiling shyly at me. Ah~~ this man.

That feeling 5 years ago is coming back at me again...

"Need to go Tris. I need closure." I said while going inside the bathroom.

"Have a breakfast first." he said then I peek thru the door.

"No need. Just see you in the bar later." i said.

"Okay then" he said while he lie down on the bed again.

This is it!!! I get inside of my apartment, the apartment i am sharing with Marco. Pagbukas ko ng pinto nagulat ako ng makita kong naghihintay sakin ay si Marco. I looked at him with disgust.

"I'm sorry Tricia." that's all he can say?!!!

Pak! Pak!

I slapped him real hard. 2 times. The first one was for lying at me. The second was for my ego. Yes, after leaving Tris in the apartment. I've realized that i am not that in love with Marco to tie him in a marriage.

The night before today everything was planned. I was so sure that Marco will be my groom. I wanted to be married at the age of 25 but yesterday i was surprised to see him with a woman from his workplace. I was so devastated not because of what i saw but because of being so IMPULSIVE. Tris didn't know. My family didn't know. My friends didn't know. Only Me. Not even Marco. I thought he is gonna be the perfect dad of my children but i thought it wrong.

Being impulsive will bring you to nothing but heart ache.

And now here I am at the Bar drinking all the tonic available.

"Nakakadami na tayo ah?" Tris said.

"Bakit ngayon ka lang?" i asked. But i cannot look straight to him. My world is spinning.

"May tinrabaho lang---"

"Yung boy toy mo?" i asked with disgust. I tried to stand but then my world is spinning.

Someone catch me before I fall flat on the ground.

He is always there for me.

And I hope he will always be with me.