Adoption 3

Chapter 14

Angie pov.

German had to leave until later, Violetta is in the studio and millie is in school so I got the next few hours in hospital on my own,, it's so boring but it's not like I could do anything, just as when I was deep in thoughts I saw millie poking her head around the door shyly and nervously, I guess it was because she was meant to be in school but I know how worried she is so I didn't really mind if It helped her being with me. I signalled for her to come in and she climbed into the bed and snuggled up tightly to me.

-well hello my little munchkin..- I whispered stroking her head which was carefully laid on my chest, I felt her soft breathing crashing on my neck, but something felt different to her breathing, I gently tilted her head up to look at me and I saw her crying, my first instinct was to hold her tighter and run her back gently.

-shh what's the matter baby..- I whispered in her ear and she squeezed me tightly, -I ..don't want to lose..you..- she cried, I didn't know how to respond as this has been my main thought lately but with out words yet I just gently wiped her tears and stroked her cheek.

-I heard what the doctor said to you and what you said to german, I just don't want to lose the only one I've ever loved so much as a mother..- she said quietly as I felt her tears soaked my hospital gown, she was really upset but she must have not gone to school at all to hear what the doctor said, I don't know what to say.

-listen sweetie, the doctor said that I'm just in bad condition and there is 50% of me not surviving but I'm not going to deny It I was nervous about it but I'm a strong woman and I'm never ever going away, I'm always going to be right by your side, always protecting you, caring for you, loving you and I'm always, always going to be your mother because you my baby girl deserve the best and no silly car accident is going to stop me from making sure I can be your mother..-