Dominant Bottom | NAMJIN

Dominant Bottom

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"Jin-Hyung! Why are we here!?" I heard Jimin whining while stomping his feet while I am holding his wrist just to make sure he will come with me.

"Shut the fuck up and don't scream my name or I'll put this inside your mouth!" I raise a dildo from the cart I am pushing and threaten him just to make him shut his mouth.

We are at an adult shop. I will buy some toys for tonight. Namjoon and I have an anniversary today, we are celebrating our fifth year together and I have a plan.

He has been busy these past few days, so, we cannot go solo. I had many plans for our anniversary, but he chose to stay at home. Just chill and rest with me. Of course, I was upset when he said that. I want us to date, out of town.

"Hyung, I'm hungry. Let us eat!" He whines again after five minutes of being quiet. Cannot he shut his mouth because other people are already looking at us because of his talkative mouth. If he had not just come to my house this morning, he would not have been with me.

"Eat your boyfriend's dick," I whispered before turning the cart in the direction where the cashier is. This kid really argh!

"I was supposed to buy toys for you and Hoseok but you're a brat. You cannot get any share of my toys, understood?" His eyes blown wide, and mouth was parted upon hearing me. I just roll my eyes at him before finally lining up for the cashier.

There are few customers inside the store, and they are all with their lovers. I am jealous if only Namjoon was here.

I headed home after eating with Jimin. That kid leaves me alone and drives to his boyfriend's house. Flirty.

Namjoon and I are already living in the same house, but he is in the studio right now, we just see each other thrice a week and every time he will come home, I will be asleep and then he will leave early in the morning when I was still sleeping.

It is seriously frustrating. I am missing him every day. We are already living under the same roof, but we still cannot manage to see each other even once a day. I cannot ignore the thoughts of him having another boyfriend or worst, a girlfriend.

I have no fights if he finds a woman. I am just his Hyung, and I am gay for him.

Anxiety slowly eats me up and I cannot stop overthinking. I even cried once because of my own thoughts. Imagining Namjoon with another man or a woman is a suicide. I cannot feel my heart beating anymore.

I was dumbfounded as I imagined things that would only hurt me. Fortunately, my phone rang, because otherwise, I would not be able to recover from the pain I was causing myself.

"Hyung, have you seen Kook?" It is Yoongi, finding his boyfriend from me. Am I a lost and found?

I frowned before rolling my eyes.

"Nah, I haven't seen him. Jimin's with me, a while ago." I heard him sigh upon hearing the name of his ex-boyfriend. Yes right, bitter.

"I don't ask about him, Hyung. I'll hang up now." I chuckled a little upon hearing his irritated voice before hanging up. I stretch my body before decorating the whole master bedroom with some red led lights, attached at the bottom part, and the upper part of the walls for a dim, red room ambiance.

I also got an empty board for the toys I brought. I arranged it just like how I saw it. I am not also sure, Joon is always in-charge of this stuffs but since he is busy, might as well punish him.

I giggled at the thought of him under me, begging and whining for me. I shook my head and started placing every decoration.

It was late afternoon when I finished decorating the whole house. I even scattered red rose petals on the floor to make it more romantic and intense.
I started cooking some dinner to complete the celebration, I just cook some steaks and his other favorite things. After cooking, I hop in the shower and clean myself until every dirt was removed from my body.