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Recap of part 17 ("We will get her back Jo." I said softly, putting my hand on her shoulder. Then I turned to Ally and carried her to her room. "Thank you for not giving up on me Hannah." Ally said, and I accidentally looked down to her lips and our lips....)

Ally's Pov

We finally get to the door of my bedroom, while Hannah is still carrying me. "Thank you for not giving up on me Hannah." I said, I noticed she looked at my lips and she started to lean in. Our lips finally met in a meaningful kiss, then she pulled away and left. I was in a daze, but I went in my room and straight to bed.

Hope's Pov

The voices Ally talked about were all I could hear, besides Josie sobbing. I was trying to focus on Josie, but I couldn't. It made me upset whenever Josie cried, especially if it was my fault she was like that. Then the voices started talking about Josie. "She doesn't love you, she will never love you, she's too good for you, she's just gonna leave like everyone else."

Being without Josie made me feel alone, like the stars, moons, and planets left the sky, just a pool of darkness. She's everything to me, if she left I'd be nothing.

Lauren's Pov

"Come on Camz we have to see how Josie's holding up." I said to my girlfriend. "Alright I'm coming!" She yelled from the bathroom, she walked out of the bathroom looking like a snack. "Babe, can you stop staring so we can see Jo?" She asked, and I finally just nodded and we left.

"Hey Jo, how are you holding up?" I asked my Alpha's mate, she just looked up at me and Mila then back to Hope. "I'm terrible, I haven't slept, I barely eat, I just want her back." She said, and broke down and started sobbing. "Hey, we're gonna get her back." Mila said trying to calm her down, and it was working a little bit. "Jo, why don't you go sleep for a few hours." I said, and she just nodded. "Camz, can you take her to her room please?" I asked my girlfriend, and she left to take Jo to her room.

"Hey Alpha, you may or may not be able to hear me, but we're trying so hard to help you. Josie's worried sick, she won't sleep, eat, or attend classes. We really need you back, the pack it's not the same without you. Ally is furious at what you did to yourself, and Josie."

Lexa's Pov

"I can't even imagine what your going through, but you've been there for me since we were seven. I just want to help you, but I don't know how. Clarke says she misses your funny jokes about me, which are not funny at all." I was standing there looking at my bestfriend, she looked lifeless. The Great Hope Andrea Mikaelson has fallen, but will return soon, I hope.

"Could we talk to her?" I turned around and saw Victoria, and Keegan, I just nodded and left.

Victoria's Pov

"I hate seeing you like this, especially since you always help the pack, and we can't help you. I was so grateful when you helped Keegan, you always help people no matter the consequences. Hope Mikaelson you are one of the greatest people I have ever met, and you are my idol. The way you help anyone in need is just absolutely incredible." I said, then I let Keegan talk.

"Hope I am so grateful to have you as my alpha, not just because you saved me from being killed by Rafael, or that you train me to be a better fighter, but because you teach me to be a better person. I look up to you Hope, and if I'm being honest the whole pack looks up to you even Jack. He might not say it, but he does." My brother said to our alpha, laying on a table.

Hannah's Pov

"Hey Hope, I don't know if you knew but Ally's pissed at what you did. But I'm so grateful to have an alpha as selfless as you, if you didn't do this me and Ally wouldn't have kissed. I really miss you too, the pack is freaking out because we need an alpha. It's complete chaos, and Katie is having a hard time controlling her hybrid features and emotions. Please wake up soon, we need you."

Josie's Pov

One Month Later

After three and a half weeks of researching, I finally found what I was looking for. For Hope to wake up she has to not want to wake up. "What the hell?!" I said very loudly, which made Hannah and Ally come over to me to look at the book I'm holding. "Did you find something?" Ally asked, I turned back to look at her then back to the book and pointed where I was reading. "So Hope has to not want to wake up.....to wake up." Ally said, looking confused.

The three of us went to the nurses office, where we found Emma doing spells on Hope but failing. "Dang it, another failure." Emma yelled, she turned around and saw us. "Oh girls did you find something?" She asked. "Yeah, but it's not so easily done." Hannah said, and Emma nodded. "For Hope to wake up she has to not want to wake up." I said.

I had recently started to dive into Hope's mind, with no one knowing of course. Whenever I was in her mind I could she what she was thinking, feel what she was feeling, and seeing what she was thinking about worried me. The dark thoughts about her parents and uncles death being her fault, how she thinks she's a terrible person, and she thinks she's not a hero.

There I am in the nurses office, standing by my unconscious girlfriend. I moved my hands to her head, and started chanting a spell. I was now in the darkness of her mind, but there was something new about being here. The voices I could hear them, every other time I mind dived I couldn't hear them but now I could. These voices were horrible, saying terrible things.

The bad thing was Hope started to believe what they were saying, which I guess is a good thing since she has to wake up. "Josie, what are you doing in my mind?" I heard someone say, it was all dark till I turned around and saw her. My light in the dark, my girlfriend. "Hope?" I yelled, then ran to her and engulfed her into a very needed hug.

"Hope, it's been a month since you took that dark magic from Ally." I said to her, still not letting go of her. "I know Jos, and I've missed you every second. I could hear what everyone said to me, and the days you spent crying next to me. I could feel your touch, and it kept me going strong.....and I know you here to tell me how to wake up." She said, to me and I finally let go of her. "Hope, you have to not want to wake up." I said, and she looked confused as ever. "So I have to find a reason I don't want to wake up?" She asked me, and I just nodded.

I closed my eyes then opened them again, and was out of Hope's mind. Right that second Emma, Ally, and Hannah walked in the room. "Josie, did mind dive?" Emma asked, already knowing the answer. "You know that's against the rules, and you will have consequences." Emma said sternly. "I don't care about the consequences, as long as Hope is okay." I said.

Hope's Pov

This girl, gosh I love her. The way Josie fights for people no matter the consequences, god it's such a turn on. But I'm not good for her, I'm the villain and she's the hero. I can't be changed I was born a monster, I'm a killer, I hurt people I love, and I can't do that to Josie.

Ally's Pov

I can't believe Josie mind dived, I mean she did do it for Hope. I thought to myself, and out of nowhere Hope shot up out of unconsciousness. "Oh my god, Hope!" Josie yelled, and pulled her into a tight hug. "Okay, damn babe your choking me." Hope said, and Josie loosened her grip on Hope but not letting go.

"Hey Jo, can I talk to Ally real quick?" Hope asked, and Josie just nodded. "Look Ally I know your pissed at what I did, but my job as alpha is to protect my family. That's exactly what I did, I took that pain so you didn't have to. It would have broken you Ally, and I can't have Hannah's sunshine and rainbows broken, or else she'd be like Rafael." Hope said, and just pulled me into a hug. "Can you forgive me?" She asked while pulling away. "Yeah, I forgi-".

A/N

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