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day 48

day 48
jisung

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You Can STAY by Stray Kids

jisung stared at his screen again. you could see the pools of water forming at his eyes. it was evident the boy had been crying before, his eyes were bloodshot. it was so clear, even under the dim moonlight. jisung then shut his eyes tight, breathed in and opened his eyes once again.

jisung took in the bustling city, the honking of cars, the smell of ramyeon and the blinding yellow lights of buildings. sure jisung might miss this, but he could see minho once he leaves.

jisung stared up into the night sky, it was really pretty. the bright white stars were so blinding. jisung used to love stargazing, well only when minho was still here. now, jisung would end up crying whenever he looked at the stars.

so after taking in the city, jisung set down his phone and looked at his legs dangling off the roof off the building. he looked down at the ground below, it was so far away it seemed as though you would never reach it once you fall.

jisung set his hands on his sides and got ready to push himself until

❝ hey! hey you! stop! ❞ yelled out a deep voice

jisung, intrigued by the source of the deep voice, turned around. he saw a boy, most probably a foreigner judging by his freckles. his hair was glinting under the moonlight seeming as though the silver colour had sparkles. it bounced as he ran. jisung cocked his head to the side.

❝ what are you stopping me from? ❞ asked jisung

❝ you were going to jump! don't act like i'm dumb! ❞ cried out the assumed foreigner

❝ hm, i guess you are right. i am going to jump ❞

❝ please don't! there's so much to live for! i'm pretty sure there are so many people who love you and want you to continue living! please don't choose this way out! there will be a solution to everything! ❞

❝ hm, i guess but doing this will help me. i would finally get to see him ❞

❝ see who? ❞

❝ my dead boyfriend ❞

❝ oh, but please don't do this! i'm begging you! please i care for you and i don't want you to take this way out of life! ❞

❝ but i want to see him! ❞

❝ no! don't do this! i'm pretty sure your late boyfriend wouldn't want you to do this! he would want you to move on, find someone else and do something fulfilling with your life! ❞

and with that, jisung burst into tears. hot tears ran along his cheeks. he felt so tired, he just cried. but he could feel himself being lifted up from the edge of the roof. he felt someone's hands carry him, it felt so nice. he never felt this way after minho left. he really liked it.

❝ by the way, what's your name? ❞ asked the foreigner

❝ i'm han jisung. what's yours? ❞ answered jisung

❝ oh, i'm lee felix ❞

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