Hey I know I've been putting this off for a while bc I've been sick and I'm still sick but I feel a lot better hopefully I get better and not worse also this part will have self harm and talk about suicide and one last thing if you or anyone you know ever feel this way yo can always contact me I will always listen my snap is ckidd647 and I'm always open for you to talk to I know what your going through I go through the same daily
kay that's really all I need to say so I'm going to get on with this one shot so hope you enjoy 😊 love you little stars ✨ ______________________________
Zak's POV
And the caller id said (clay/green man) clay what's clay calling me for (after the 3rd ring I answered [in the call] [hello] clay[hey zak I had a question] [yea what is it?] clay[well I saw your stream and I know you heard what bad said and I wanted to say sorry that you heard that he was bit angry about how you always ask to meet up I think you should just give him some space] (I went silent for a second I new bad didn't like me right now I was acting to clingy so I should give him some space) clay[ zak are you alright hey I know your really close to Daryl and all but he really needs some space sometimes] (I just don't wanna talk anymore I think I'm going to end the call ) ...
after zap ended the call without saying goodbye he powered off his phone and went to his bed it's been a month that he wasn't active on his channel and twitch he was going through some things with his mental health and he didn't tell anyone about it not even bad when he was younger he had depression and he had a self harm problem but nobody ever noticed so he never told anyone he didn't think it really
Mattered he still had the scares from the lines he would cut he would always wear hoodies so no one knew that he did he still had the blades he us to use he didn't want to get rid of them I case he needed to use them again he new he shouldn't but he couldn't help it he didn't feel anything so he used pain to feel something he learned how to fake a smile years ago and no one but bad would ever notice when he did show a real smile bad always new when he was faking and he hated it (zak heard his computer go off ) I walked up to the computer and read the message it was from bad [the message] bad[hey skeppy are you still going to join the live I started it a few minutes ago but you haven't been answering my text] [oh uh yea I'll be on in a minute my phone died sorry I didn't see the text] he left me on read I guess I need to get on teamspeak back to hiding my emotions
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After joining the teamspeak call with bad and joining the smp
Bad[hey skeppy are you going to stream]
[i don't think so I went live earlier today sorry]
Bad[oh you did I didn't get the notification hm that's weird] (I need to delete that stream before he see I know what he said)
[uh yea weird um so what do you wanna do bad] bad[oh yea I want to help you make our house] [sure let me show you we're the house is] after showing bad we're the house is going to be bad[okay what are we going to make the house out of ?] [i don't know you can pick] bad[okay we can make it out of stone and concrete] [okay I'll go mine the stone] bad[okay I'll go get the concrete] while skeppy was getting the stone he heard bad mute so he decided to mute and join his stream on a different account he listened in on what bad was say and at first it was normal till he heard bad say bad[ guys do you know what's up with skeppy lately he's been I guess acting weird it's not normal] shit I need to fix my act I don't want him to know he might think I'm being clingy I can't let him think I'm being clingy what do I do uh uh- bad[skeppy why did you mute?] shit I need to think quick [hmm oh hey sorry I got a call from my mom] bad[oh okay I understand so how much stone do you have so far] [oh yea I have two stakes for you I'll put them in a chest we're the house will be] bad[okay
Two hours later
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Zaks POV
[hey bad I'm tired I think I'm going to leave sorry] bad[hmm oh uh yea okay I'll talk to you tomorrow rest well] [yea love you bad ❤️]
Bad[night love you too zak]
To Be Continued
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Once again I haven't finished this one shot I want to finish it but do y'all want me to I will if you do but it's probably going to be a few weeks till I post again tho
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