Iwaoi Angst

Part 2

Iwaizumi pov~

"I like you."

Those words felt like it was a foreign language. Still a bit shocked and confused i let out a harsh reply without even thinking.

"i don't- I don't see you like that." 

My heart drops to my feet for some unknown reason.  I was just telling the truth, right?

Oikawa pov~ 

"I don't see you like that."

The words i dreaded to hear so much hit me like a truck. The slight smile i was wearing drops, his beautiful masculine face drops too. I could hear the guilt settling around him.

"Okay."

The only thing i could get out of my mouth. I couldn't tell him its not his fault i could only say okay. God i hate myself. 

The awkwardness in the room is thick enough to cut with a knife. What could i do to make him feel better? At first, nothing, emptiness in my mind. I just ruined the only good thing i have in my life and there is no way i can fix it. But then my genius brain thought of something.

Third person pov~ 

Oikawa jumps from his spot on the bed and in a determined tone says, "Alright, I've decided!"

Iwas eyes leave the floor to look at the younger boy, a confused expression plastered on his face.

"Don't worry Iwachan! I'll get over it. Leave it to me!" Oikawa gives a side eyed glance to the other boy with the usual Oikawa look he always has. His smile seemed to be more forced than usual and of course Iwaizumi could tell. He knew everything little thing about Oikawa. His thoughts race, Oikawas fake smile was so obvious. This wasn't normal, its so wrong, its all wrong. 

"O-Okay. Thank you."

Iwaizumis eyes widen. He didn't mean to say that, he was going to tell Oikawa its okay, its not his fault!

"Ah, I totally forgot. I had to do something today."

Iwaizumi let out a quiet sigh, "okay.."

"Bye Iwachan! I'll see you tomorrow!"

"O-Okay, bye."

Oikawa pov~

I closed the door and started to walk down the stairs. "Hey Tooru honey, you figured out if you're staying for dinner?"

"Thanks Auntie but i'm actually gonna go study for a big test i forgot i had."

"Okay dear, be safe."

It hurts. It hurts so much but i can't let anyone know. 

I closed the front door to their home and start on my way home. Tears start flowing down my face and my thoughts start to spiral. 

"Geez, Hajime...'Thank you?' whats so bad about me liking you?"

As soon as i get home, i walk straight to my room and flop on my bed. I end up crying myself to sleep.

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