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𝓙ⲁⲉⲙⲓⲛ ⲣⲧ.1

Y/N POV.

Years ago.

Seeing a beloved person died in front of you is a really bad thing and would never wish to happen to anyone or anything in the future. 

But let me tell you that it happened to me when I was a toddler and that how I got hemophobia ( fear of blood ). 

So who was that person you might ask? 

The person was my older sister. We were close since I was born we did lots of daily stuff together.

 We basically did everything together. The reason she died is that her 7 years boyfriend cheated on her with another girl and called her ugly and other hurtful words so she couldn't take it she went to the bathroom . 

Cut both her wrists and drowned herself in the bathroom shower.

I cried as I left the house now that I will be living at the place that I am gonna babysit at . 

I am gonna miss my days live in this house although I was alone I was happy but I have to work to earn money .

A few hours later.

I exited the house carrying my luggage to the car as they waited for me as I dragged My suitcase and kept it in the chair next to me before greeting them . 

"Hello mister and miss's Na"I greeted both of them before bowing politely. 

"Hello, my daughter" Mrs. Na greeted.

 As time passes by we chatted a lot about each other until we reached the destination as he gave me the house key. 

"It was great meeting you Mr and Mrs na goodbye," I said as I bowed and opened the car door to get the luggage as I was done I knocked on the cars door lightly to signal them that I was done .

As I entered the house I was greeted by a bleeding boy (blood dripping from his nose) . 

I quickly closed my eyes shivering from fear as I silently cried.

 "are you ok ?" A male voice asked removing my hands as I looked at his face. 

"Y-your nose" I stuttered as I tried to explain scared . 

He then touches his blood 

"oh shit," he said before putting a tissue. 

" are y-you o-ok ?" I asked scared.

 "Yup," he said hugging me. 

" I don't know you but already pity you," he said looking at my face.

 " if you don't mind me asking why are you scared of blood ?" He asked curiously.

 "Ahh ... I saw my sister dead in the bathrooms bath tub surrounded by blood. She suicided because her boyfriend who dated her for 7 years cheated on her." I look down at the ground. Letting my tears flow. 

" I miss her so fucking much I sometimes wonder why do I live if she doesn't?" I say sobbing loudly.

RINGGGG!!!!

Jaemin's phone rings as he takes me by the hand and sits me next to him in the chair. 

"Yes, babe" he answered the call. 

"Oh shit, he has a girlfriend," I thought to myself. I waited to play with my fingers. 

"Oh, your outside ok coming". He said as he walked out as mouthed I will be back as I nod understanding the situation. He went outside as I let out a deep sigh.

A few minutes later

Jaemin came in with his so-called girlfriend as they sat down the couch. 

" baby who is she? " she said trying to act cute .

 I cringed from top to bottom as I already knew where is this going. "This is.." I cut him off cuz he still didn't know my name yet.

 "Y/N a friend of jaemin" I said and he nodded . 

"I'll go get u a drink for all of us" he said and headed to the kitchen. 

"Hey you," she said and I looked at her. 

" I will make my words clear once and for all STAY AWAY FROM JAEMIN!!" She said angrily. 

"Geez calm your tits crazy lady, I am not you betraying my friends around," I say making her get angry as she took of her coat aggressively revealing a huge ass hickey on her lower neck making my eyes widen . 

"YO JAEMIN!!! GET UR BUNS HERE!!" As she quickly covered it up with her jacket. 

"What?!" He questioned frustrated as he put the drinks on the table. "Ask your cheating girlfriend," I said making him raise an eyebrow at me.

 "Y/N respect yourself!!!" He said angrily at me.

 "So you don't believe me," I said as I open her jacket widely revealing all her hickeys. 

As jaemin's eyes widened and he started getting angry. 

"Han hae ri please leave my house and don't come back!!!" Jaemin said angrily. 

"B-but" she stuttered. 

" LEAVE!!!" He shouted making her leave immediately as I was covering my ears and closing my eyes trying not to hear or see .

 A while later it all fell silent as I opened to see jaemin crying holding a blade already had cut himself once the blood oozing from the the cut . 

I feared as I screamed loudly covering my eyes sobbing lightly. "J-jaemin please d-don't p-please" as I heard him throw it away in the bin

 "Y/N I am so sorry" he apologizes ( his mom told him your name sorry that I didn't say that earlier.) . As he hugged me crying in my hair making wet as I cry in his shirt. 

"Pp-please d-don't leave me alone". I cried as I hugged him tightly. 

"I won't Y/N . I won't".

It took us a long time to calm down as we both head to the room ( jaemin's) and sleep together as our tears filled the pillows

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Part 2 coming soon...
Hope y'all enjoyed part 1 I will be doing part 2 in this story
Thanks for watching hehe...........