My boyfriend🥺😍😭

Thr breakup gone wrong

(Night)
-I got back at the night drunk. I was hanging out with some old friends and we drunk a lot-
Alejandro POV
-the door opened so I looked and Cat came stumbling in-
Ale:are you drunk
Cat:are you
-she laughed-
Ale:know what me and you
-her eyes went wide-
Ale:done
My POV
-he went upstairs and instantly I regretted everything I did tonight. I went in the kitchen ate a bunch of food then fell asleep on the couch-
(Morning)
-I had this headache but I didn't care. I went upstairs put on some sweats and a hoodie then we left. My sister had already left earlier. The whole ride alejandro didn't talk to me nothing. When we got there he hugged me and I went to class. I told Aniya and Chloe what happened and just put my head down crying. Luckily I had on no makeup today-
Teacher:so tomorrow is a test to see what you know
-I looked at him and just started taking notes but I couldn't even read them because my hand was shaking-
(Lunch)
-I walked out and alejandro had my food. I walked to him and we hugged. I didn't wanna pull away but he did. We got in the car and it was silent-
Me:I'm sorry
-he didn't say anything. One of the rules was don't come home drunk and to be honest I regret not listening to any of them. I decided to take things into my own hands so I grabbed his chin and smashed my lips on his. He didn't pull away but he did kiss back. After a minute we pulled away I finished eating then I had to go-
(After school)
-I got in the car with alejandro crying-
Ale:what's wrong
Me:nothing
-he took me home dropped me off then he said he was spending the night at mattias. Kate was with her friends so I had the house to myself-
Trigger warning🥺😭
-I rubber band my hair in four sections and cut them. I didn't cut them short I cut them shoulder length. I cut my wrist and then when I was done I looked at myself in the mirror-
Me:I FUCKING HATE YOU
-I stood there for a hour with blood dripping on the floor tears falling down my hair on the sink and just kept insulting myself. At one point I got light headed so I laid down and fell asleep-
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Alejandro POV
(4 am)
-I went upstairs and she was sleep good. As soon as I turned on the bathroom light my eyes looked at blood on the floor her hair and i instantly felt bad. I looked at her and saw her hair was now shoulder length her face was stained-
My POV
(At school)
-I was not prepared for this test. I sat down and when I was done I gave the test to her then went to the bathroom-

Baby🥰:send me pictures of your thighs
Me:(1attachment)
Me:why
Baby🥰:do me a favor and send me pictures of your wrist
Me:hey man I love you☺️
Me:but no fucking way😒
Baby🥰:we gotta talk

-I went back to class-
(At the end of the day)
-I got in the car and alejandro looked at me. I didn't even glance at him I just let tears run down my face. He started driving-
Ale:what happened
Me:nothing
Ale:so your saying when I got home I didn't see blood all over the bathroom floor and not some but a lot of your hair
Me:it wasn't a lot
Ale:it was a pool of blood and your hair was down your back now it's to your shoulders
(Home)
-at this point I was done. Even tho I live with him and we sleep in the same bed I can't go a day without dating him-
Me:can we please get back together
Ale:we already made a agreement that we would never get drunk or come back drunk until we were old enough so no I'm sorry
-I hugged him and he hugged back. We stood outside hugging for a couple minutes. I pulled away went inside-
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-he came in behind me and I grabbed his gun. His eyes went wide. My hand was shaking as I pointed it to my head. Was it unnecessary yes but I couldn't do it and it's only been a day imagine a week-
Ale:put the gun down
-there was a knock at the door so he got it and as soon as mattia kairi Chloe and Aniya saw what was happening they froze-
Ale:upstairs
-the girls went upstairs-
Tia:Cat come on
Kai:be careful
-I didn't even notice alejandro wasn't there any more because of how bad I was crying-
Me:I-I-I'm sorry
-I went to pull but they yelled no-
Tia:wait talk to us
Me:I'm addicted
-they kept trying to talk me out of it and at one point alejandro wrapped his arms around me and moved the gun. As I slowly sat on the floor he sat with me. Kairi took the gun and Kate started coming downstairs but mattia stopped her. Alejandro was rubbing my head and holding me tightly-
Ale:shh it's okay
-I gripped onto his arm digging my nails into his skin. Mattia and kairi came over they sat down and we all sat their hugging for a hour then I fell asleep-
Alejandro POV
Ale:Cat
-she didn't say anything so we got up and I took her upstairs. Aniya and Chloe were chilling-
Ale:wait why did the four of y'all come
Aniya:we wanted to go to the movies
Tia:we already got tickets but maybe we should reschedule
Ale:nah nah when is it
Kai:in a couple minutes
Ale:okay I got this we'll be down in a second
My POV
-alejandro woke me up-
Me:mhm
Ale:come on get dressed
Me:where we going
Ale:the movies
-I sat up and he rubbed my tear. I looked down then back at him-
Me:I-
Ale:we already got tickets
-I just threw on some sweats and another hoodie. He got dressed then we went downstairs and left-